Ummul Jiwanji | Free Poems
Just Go away
Damn there is no word as “hope”, “wait” or “things may change”,
for now I have opened my eyes from the deadliest dream,
now that there is bright side all over, no black clouds, no rain
I feel like I’ll die and won’t be able to face the ray
you never loved me, just go away, far far away..
you broke my heart into trillion pieces,
so many lost,
some drowned,
some got burnt,
I can’t even see those pieces for me to fix them all again..
not only heart but my entire body aches,
Im shaking and Im crying,
you never loved me, just go away, far far away
I always felt like I could console my self with your lies,
I could wait for you to still come up,
with pure feelings, a true heart and a new you
I always felt like I could ignore and forgive your mistakes,
that one day you’ll change,
like an angel, a pearl so precious,
a one I could see in 8 billion people…
I hate you for who you are and who you turned me into..
You never loved me, just go away, far far away
Just leave me alone and go away, far far away
I’ll never be happy without you nor being with you..
you never loved me, just go away, far far away..
I wish
I wish I knew what you were thinking
by that I would know what you really feel,
I wish I could read your mind
so that I would know Im no where inside,
I wish I could make you understand
that it was not just a one night stand,
I wish that I could cause the moon to light the world with love,
Remove the clouds a moment to reveal the stars above,
I wish that you could wipe me that rolling tear from the corner of my eye,
bring happiness to my sorrow,
I wish that just once you could bring me my lost smile,
I wish that I could better things right from the very start ;
I wish I could – I wish I could….
Why did you
O’ beloved, why did you have to go ?
Leaving me all alone, all by my own,
Why didn’t I recognize you?
Why did you behave so good when all you were was rude,
Why did you promise me your heart
and act so smart when all in fact you were a retard,
Why can’t you see the little pieces of my heart,
so hard to pick up those broken one’s
that you have scattered on the ground,
Why can’t you feel my pain,
tears filled my clothes with stains and hurt inside my veins?
Why did you leave me not to see a single star,
but a billion scars,
single moon but broken soon,
no hope but only tears that drop…