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tommy

From birth to present I have had both good and bad moments. On June 4th 1992 Courtney Isaiah Thomas was born, I seem to recall my mother screaming and crying from the pain. While I was crying also. so as years passed by I grew to be 5 years old and I figured everything was cool , I had my little green hand held game boy and my blue bike , my favorite color was blue and I had a bunch of other fun stuff. I was a very happy kid at the time, so as I became the age of 6 and stopped peeing on myself my parents said they were going out of town, I didnt know what that meant at the time but I figured they were going somewhere and would be back later on in the evening, so I went on to play Tetris on my game boy, my parents didnt leave anyone there to watch me. So Im on the couch watching bugs bunny, only to find out that my parents werent home at the time I was supposed to go to bed , so I went to bed thinking they would be home in the morning , I wake up and still no sign of my parents , I was worried now , where could they possibly be ? I went to the kitchen and pulled out my grand mas # and called to ask her if she heard from my parents or if she knew where they might be, so I called and I heard a voice in the background crying, I asked whats wrong, it was my grandma and she said that my aunty was on the way to pick me up and that I wouldnt understand what happened. So I knew something was wrong and I knew it had to do with my parents. By the time I was off the phone my aunt was in the driveway with her van, she told me to pack some clothes because I will be with her for at least 2 weeks and she said something about child services, I did what she asked and left with her, on the way to her house I asked if she knew where my parents were and she said its complicated. I didnt know what she meant but maybe soon I would find out , once I was in the house I told her I wasnt doing anything until I was told what happened to my parents or where they were. She sat me down and told me that my parents went away to another state , what she said afterwards stunned me , she said they werent coming back , I asked why and she said she doesnt know why. I just stayed where I went into the den and I cried my eyes out, I could not believe what just happened to me. 3 years later I was put into child services and put up for adoption , I still had everything except for happiness , I felt depressed , moving on I was adopted when I was 11 and moved from Cincinnati Ohio to Birmingham Michigan YEA THAS MY LIFE well m the nicest guy you\'ll meet, i mean thats what ppl have sad about me, i belive im a nice guy cu of my personality , ive been wrtiting poetry since i was ten, i love music, im the lead singer and songwriter of a band i absolutley hateit wen woman are disrespected , it pisses me off, woman are the beautiful queens of the world, they are gentle creatures who deserve mens absolutle respect and i think its immuture to call woman names............ that said, men please dont disrespect woman, dont add me if you do been writing love pems since i was ten ,evey 1 here in my city completely hates me ,im a survivior of 2 suicidal attempts i hate my life , im tired of ppl pickng on me i love to cook and read and write poetry i absolutley love music