Mutilated, crushed, abrogated
three words that describe how I feel but slightly.
how I really feel is much worse.
words can only hint at my pain,
at the disgust for myself,
my self hatred and pity.
I deserve nothing but the cold bitter death that awaits me.
at least it waits for … Continue reading The end tempts me
Interesting you say you were the one betrayed,
when it is with him not me you have lain.
It is your love for me you have feigned,
It is my heart you have brutally slain.
Now look at the monster that I have became,
I hope you live with eternal self … Continue reading Terrible pain
Please, please answer me, please tell me where you are.
I can’t handle this anymore it’s tearing me apart.
I can no longer do a thing without worrying about you.
Thinking of a way to find and save you is all I can try,
I must do this otherwise I die inside.
… Continue reading Home’s calling
You said you loved me more than life
you said you’d take a chance and roll the dice.
you said you wanted me to hold you through the night.
you said you wouldn’t give me up without a fight.
you lied in more ways than one, I hope your happy
… Continue reading Your Lies
5 / 5 ( 1 vote ) My lovely love given to me as a gift from above, your perception is flawed and what I see is right… why won’t you see your true beauty is as evident as the night. your pale soft skin as delicate as an angels feather, your amazing … Continue reading A future proposal