sally | Free Poems
- deep suicide poetry
- i wish you were here poems
Christmas
Christmas is coming again,
The seasons filled with joy,
Santa leaves presents for good little girls and boys
The family goes to get a Christmas tree,
Everyone that is,
Except for me,
It’s a family tradition,
But that’s come to pass,
I sit in my room,
Listening to them laugh,
They decorate the tree with ornaments,
While I decorate my arms with a knife,
Tinsel streaming down the branches,
Blood flowing down my wrists,
Trying to end my life
This poem is also about:I have been lonely
I’ve been lonely for a long time
And I can’t remember when
I ever had a feeling
That lasted till no end
I’ve had a miserable life
With memories that haunt me
I’ve been the one in all the jokes and pranks
I’ve been in and out of groups
Trying to find myself
But everywhere I turn
There’s always someone there to point me out
Im the one everybody laughs at
The girl that looks like a guy
But no one really knows me for me
Walking side by side
I think you actually see
What’s behind my smile
But I guess it’s just my fantasy
‘Cause when you look at me
I can’t help but feel
That something’s gonna go wrong
And when you walk past me
To go to her
I just wanna crouch down and cry
I can’t help but feel this way
And I can’t get you out of my mind
I know we’ll never be
And who I am you’ll never find
You say your too good for me
So you just walk away
I wanna stop you
But there’s nothing I can say
You’re not the first
And you’re not the last
To humiliate me in the open
And walk away just as fast
My heart may be deceived
But my brain is still here
It says to face my fears
And be with people that actually care
And that you’ll never be there
The Perfect Guy
Who can it be
The perfect guy
Where will I find him
The perfect guy
Tall and skinny
Blue or brown eyes
What will he look like
The perfect guy
Stars in the sky
Or sun shining above
When will I meet him
The perfect guy
I bumped into him
Outside in the park
I went with a friend
To her house
Why did I meet him
The perfect guy
Will he be nice
Will he be smart
Will my parents like him
Does he have goals
Does he play sports
Does he want to be
Just friends first
Dreams are dreams
But reality’s the truth
Will there ever be a guy
That I write about in books
A dream is a dream
But dreams can come true
Maybe there is a guy
That is this good
I’ll wait and wait
Till I find
The one I belong with
The perfect guy
Depression
Why bother with life
When all you get is pain
Nothing good ever happens
It’s all the same
People breaking your heart
But then you wonder why
Why do you even care
Why do you always cry
People say things
Just to get you mad
They wanna see you cry
They wanna see you sad
Others say they’re your friends
But then they talk shit
When you ask if they’re starting stuff
They always deny it
You hate to go home
Because nobody there cares
You just wanna run away
But then you don’t dare
Almost every night
You go stand outside
Look up at the stars
And think why oh why
Sometimes you just wish
That you were dead
Sometimes you just wish
That you could chop off your head
You’ve cut yourself before
But said you would quit
Now you wonder if you can
While your on your bed and sit
It seems like people
Wanna get you in trouble
Seems like people
Are always pretending
Seems like people
Don’t expect you for you
But then there are
Only those few
Why bother with life
When all you get is pain
Why bother with life
When there’s nothing to gain
You slit your wrist
And punch the walls
Dream you were dead
And you weren’t anything at all
I wish you were here
Sitting on my bed
I look outdoors
See the snow falling
And hope there’s a snowstorm
I jump outta bed
And run outside
Put my face in the air
And let the time pass by
I wish you were here
So we could play in the snow
Just you and me
So I could let you know
Im sorry for hurting you
The very first time
I made a mistake
But I’m glad your mine
Standing in the snow
I can’t help but wish
That I were in your arms
And you giving me a kiss
Valentine’s day I used to hate
Because there was nobody I could call my own
But this year’s different
Because I have you
And I hope you feel
The same way I do
I was thinking of you
This valentine’s day
Wishing the hours
Would go away
Wishing for school to come
So I could see you once again
Wishing for another kiss
Plus all the others that I missed
Wishing for the smile
That lets me know you care
Wishing for the arms around me
Making me think
Nobody else is there
Wishing for sometime
Just you and me
Wishing for you
To come set me free
This poem is also about: