Love is Lonely

Jay Rodriguez | Free Poems

Tears, pain & a happy end



For reasons that  I can’t explain

your all I think about.

knowing that whats coming could be pain

but how times have changed,

how much we’ve grown

from high school days

to being people of our own

its just never easy to understand how it happened

one minute you were here and the next,

the moment had already happened.

 

am I foolish, must be, why else would I do this.

let you in, so you can rip it all from within

how you come back, but never stay

bring aches to my head, confusion to my mind

break my heart, and questions all day

I’ll handle  pain, sorrow, and the  lonely  f*ck all else

I realized that I love you more than I love myself.

and I admit, I want you, and with this, I’ll prove it

 

ugh the shit I do, I fall too quick and stay down too long.

when you come back my attention turns to you

the memories come too fast, and leave to slow

so read this, hurry up n say bye

but this time at least I’ll know why.

 

I had it all wrong about the motive

was never the silly little fights and long nights

or the Arguments for no reason during cuffin season

but f*ck that babygirl don’t you know,

be mine,

and its you my world I’ll show

one hello my way

brings my smile a different kind of glow

if your mine, im yours

 

let go of all the insecurities

and the thoughts you have telling you

that you ain’t cute to me

or how “us as we will never really be”

red light those lies, they all myth, fairy tales & make believe

girl stop it, all im thinking about being just you and me

beauty and brains, can’t decide which one first so its a dead heat

be here is something I just wanna do

so  I’ll never be a vegetable dad no dead beat

never let the negativity get the best of you

yeah, thats how the clouds form

but if you let me in ima bring sunlight to your brainstorm

 

so I’ll wait, and think about this

wait for you with the bad news to hit

I guess I just can’t have you for this ride

the pain is too long when your by my side

the fear is too strong so I hide

the tears are too much so I cried

but when I look back later on I’ll say that I tried.

I guess this time its me that says bye.



  This poem is also about:

• goodbye
• thinking of you
• my heart is broken poems
• broken heart poems that rhyme
• loneliness poems
• heartbroken poems for her
• heart broken poems that make you cry
• thinking of you short poems
• poem for heartbroken
• poems about heartbroken

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Oh Jealousy

Oh jealousy, oh jealousy,
this relationship, it just can’t be
but because i am attached to u so,
Since on you i’ll never cheat, from u, i’ll never go.
just hang by me, stick close to me
keep me company, in case I’m ever lonely
keep me safe, so my heart won’t be ripped out of me

oh jealousy, oh jealousy
what a taste u give, so bittersweet
i have u by my side, and no one else to meet.
because when people approach, ur everything but friendly
but at my worst times, ur the one that just won’t leave
i try and try, but i can never kill
what makes me who i am, it gives me chills
something i’ve created, deep inside it sits
waiting, watching, listening, until again it kills
relationship down, it feeds off me, and eats until it fills

Oh jealousy, oh jealousy,
please break up with me
because with you, i can never be the real me
u take over my thoughts, i ask, with u why did i marry?
a never ending bond, One i just can’t break
questions that i ask, why not do it for my sake
just go and don’t come back, i want you gone and thats a fact

oh jealousy, oh jealousy
why am i the one with whom u choose to be
and something i can never be, is happy, so long as ur with me
i scare away the ones i love, i push aside my common sense
i guess my smile just won’t shine
as i write this, my heart has little time
i close my eyes and ask, if im the only one
stay awake and think, when will this be done
but in the end i know, that jealousy has truly won
and of this i speak so truly

oh how simple can this be,

i know the answer that lies ahead me

because without you, jealousy, me i just can’t be.

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Husbands Night Out

I thought damn,
She must be hating him
But his speech is pro-
and BAM,again she’s loving him.
I wonder why he even tries
Every word is just another bunch of lies How he says
“I’m late because of work”
As she picks up the pieces of a heart he once broke
Isn’t this a bit immature?
He must think he’s still in his prime
Gray hairs, and the bags he wears, running away from father time.
He sneaks home
She waits alone
It’s a short discussion
Wondering how he functions
She really wants answers
Her suspicions are always right
But His answers never change
–”Long parent teachers night”
Why is it always the same?
She wants to believe it
Asking herself if she should just leave it This is truly a lovers true fear
But it’s been so long
she doesn’t show tears She just blocks it, doesn’t cry
He takes it out of her,
so her eyes just run dry
And she piles up the questions in her mind But his aggression grew with time
With confidence she asks
–”where have you been”
He avoids the question by raising his voice to level ten.
“why do you hassle me!!!”
She can never really win
Their bed comforts him
And tortures her
As he falls asleep like a king
She finally shows a tear that let out
But she knows this is what it’s about
when it’s a husbands night out.

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Witten thougts of an indecisive nobody

Im honestly just a guy.

as much as said that im different and special, i swear to god im really not.

when i tell u that i love you, and i miss you…my heart skips, my breath stops and my stomach feels light.

its because im lying..so when i said i love you, all those things happen because, my heart stops beating. My Lungs stop Breathing, and my stomach wants to throw it all up.

i can’t love, im incapable, without you, i can live forever, ur just there for the title. girlsfriend, wtf????

This fairy tale of finding the right one is like saying Santa was the one who left the lights on. thats kid stuff..

no heres where it gets complicated…what i can offer you is never ending tears, long days of fighting, rough nights of arguing, headaches, heartbreaks and everything else.

im not meant for that lifestyle but for some reason i still pretend like i want to be happy..

im a fuckhead, and my point in life is to f*ck up everything good that comes my way, friends family, ralationships and opportunities.

day by day i become more n more aware of that, day by day i become more n more used to it..

the idea of f*cking up on a daily basis and blaming no one but myself…no excuses no lies, or fake stories to make up…

now get this contradiction…

if what i am saying is true, then for me to be happy, i have to deal with the fact that i have to be unhappy.

hmm, there goes my life.

  This poem is also about:

• great Love Thougts

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