Your memoirs haunt me-
across the seas,
Wish! could relive that November-
build a time machine,
because since very long-
no rainbow sparkles this sky,
when i try to look beyond the aisle!
the reign of reckless ruler prevails,
from the heaven above heavily it rains!
And so to end my fears,
all those scary nightmares!
made a plan to visit your place,
executed the beginning well
& reached in good pace!
Only to realise you weren’t at the airport,
may be completin’ an official work of some sort!
But then suddenly someone like you appears,
OMG! damn beautiful you are, my britney spears! 😛
–“I am sorry, i am late”
–“Doesn’t matter, it was my fate!”
you hugged me tight
seemed i gained my life back,
alas! doesn’t last for long, the hug we had!
and soon we left in you silver star*,
i said, “You’ve changed a lot, grew rich, own a jaguar!”
“Aww! that’s not the case, daniel gifted me the car”
“Daniel??” i asked with weirdo expression on my face!
“Oh! i didn’t tel you about him, sorry was in a haist!”
BANG! unable to react a strange silence spreads!
Next thing i saw:
“you were besides of me, lying in the bed”
and the doc said:
“Here you were brought up!
when your car smashed into a truck,
& being the lucky one, you are safe!”
gathered enough courage to say:
“She…!! what about her?
don’t tell me her condition’s worse!”
And the doctor just smiled-
how ironical that was!
Couldn’t do anything, like a grown up child-
something i felt spreadin so fast!
FJ-14, the painkiller, nearly killed me from inside-
forcing me to close the curtains at last!*
Meanwhile, utilising my sleep,
they shifted you to a serious keep!
in the absence of you, in the hope of seeing you
all good and smiling,
instead of sad and crying!
i recovered so soon
just to realise, have nearly lost you!
The person’s in the white coat-
in the infirmary,
told that you have lost-
your last 10 years memory!
and would be able to walk in no time,
with me along the rhine!
Just sat right besides your bed,
the seven days passed, was as still as dead!
neither you nor i moved,
except for kissin’ you gently on your fore-head!
your daniel was no where to be seen,
searched out for him, he fled out of the scene!
But you were to be taken care of,
and my visa for a month didn’t seem enough!
SO, made a plan for the 30 days,
the thing you & he did, we would do them again!
and you woke up on the may 17th,
asked the doctor, who is he?
what could i say to you, then?
ran out of the room, wept!
Assumed the role of daniel-
tried to retrieve your memory!
b’cos wanted to see you smile-
on the top of territory!
we started to execute our plan,
Watched your favourite show of opera “Of mice and men!”
had your favourite cappucino on the downtown cafe,
along with the choco lave cake dt you loved, say??
i still remember how your face ate that,
of your lips and mouth instead!
Just cause no-one could be you,
the way you looked then, you were so damn cute!
after the cafe, went to the park,
to the disney land and to the bar xD
Got to see your different shades in there,
at times you were so crazy, at times real serious!
at times running ahead of me like a train,
at times dancing with me and your shopping stuff in the rain!
and so the month ended,
on the last day sorrow and smile blended!
i opened up the curtains* to make you see,
the real world not of virtuality!
“I ain’t daniel, but to get your memory back,
to see you smiling, with lots of happiness in fact!
i lied to you, that i were him”
You fainted, rushed to the hospital room 17,
doc’s told you are fine just a little brain strain,
and your memory was back on its lane!
what a perfect timing! – daniel came 🙁
he told me, “Was off for a business trip,
but now ‘m back will take care of the things”
and so i boarded a flight,
the flight back to home
realising i have forgot to tell you,
what i have been here for!
wrote all that on a letter,
idea of posting from hometown seemed better!
but alas! meanwhile on the way back,
the flight in the fields crashed!
killing all on board-
but my bag was safe, somewhere well hid!
but the letters were lost-
someone posted them on the address inked!
And so i reached to where i belonged,
wandering soul, which helps others on ouija board!
You got the letters which read:
“The last 30 days for me were like,
in your smile and divine voice,
my whole world breathed,
my whole world did reside!
Each day i woke up with you on my mind,
just a little brittle hope– was still alive!
And closed my eyes at the end of the hours-
to dream of you miss elizabeth swann!
will hold you tight-
just come back!
and looking into the eyes-
we would dance!
from the dusk in the shallow light-
to the trance!
Oh my luv! no lies-
please give it a chance!
and if some day
it suddenly comes in your mind-
that you were all i had,
my love for you was blind-
and i could be your mr.perfect,
don’t think over thrice –
in coming all the way back,
and to your greatest surprise-
you would find me waitin’ at your doorstep!
I gave you all the joy i had! and so at the last
i am sending you this,
with lots of love – from lands afar!
Love – from lands afar!”
Silver Star – the car
Close the curtains- refers to the closing of eyelids
Opened up the curtains – here refers to revelation of the truth