Love is Lonely

Loveless

Loveless
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Do I wait for you? I know you need me and that we have gone thru so much together …
But there might be someone else
She is in the shoes that I am with you but with her special someone
I know that I can not love her as I did with you but I know that over time I could love her
She is everything you can not give me right now but could in the future
… You were my everything and you are everything I have ever looked for
And I know that I may mean something to you now because you can’t seem to let me go
… And you have told me time and time again that we are only friends
Friends for me
A whore for you
I only get what is given to me
And you only ask what you want not need
I can not love someone who would not say I love you every night
Someone who will not touch me unless she wants something from me
Someone who would not call me unless she needs me to drive her
It is true you say that I know what I’m getting myself into after we broke up
And it is true that I do know what I am doing
And it is also true that you know that I still love you
And that I want you in the worst ways
But if this is how I shall be treated…
And this is how it is going to be then maybe one day i’ll be sick of you
And your ways
And one day with no regrets I will walk away with out looking back
But for now the wound is still freshly cut open
And mentally it will not heal until my heart is willing to let you go
And for now I will wait with my heart in my hands and for now I will see how long it takes who would win and who is going to lose at this game I now call loveless