For reasons that I can’t explain
your all I think about.
knowing that whats coming could be pain
but how times have changed,
how much we’ve grown
from high school days
to being people of our own
its just never easy to understand how it happened
one minute you were here and the next,
the moment had already happened.
am I foolish, must be, why else would I do this.
let you in, so you can rip it all from within
how you come back, but never stay
bring aches to my head, confusion to my mind
break my heart, and questions all day
I’ll handle pain, sorrow, and the lonely f*ck all else
I realized that I love you more than I love myself.
and I admit, I want you, and with this, I’ll prove it
ugh the shit I do, I fall too quick and stay down too long.
when you come back my attention turns to you
the memories come too fast, and leave to slow
so read this, hurry up n say bye
but this time at least I’ll know why.
I had it all wrong about the motive
was never the silly little fights and long nights
or the Arguments for no reason during cuffin season
but f*ck that babygirl don’t you know,
and its you my world I’ll show
one hello my way
brings my smile a different kind of glow
if your mine, I’m yours
let go of all the insecurities
and the thoughts you have telling you
that you ain’t cute to me
or how “us as we will never really be”
red light those lies, they all myth, fairy tales & make believe
girl stop it, all I’m thinking about being just you and me
beauty and brains, can’t decide which one first so its a dead heat
be here is something I just wanna do
so I’ll never be a vegetable dad no dead beat
never let the negativity get the best of you
yeah, thats how the clouds form
but if you let me in ima bring sunlight to your brainstorm
so I’ll wait, and think about this
wait for you with the bad news to hit
I guess I just can’t have you for this ride
the pain is too long when your by my side
the fear is too strong so I hide
the tears are too much so I cried
but when I look back later on I’ll say that I tried.
I guess this time its me that says bye.