Every part of my mind hates you
But every fiber of my being longs to be with you
To feel your arms wrapped around me,
Your lips pressed against my lips, my hand, my forehead, my neck,
Your hands caressing me and running through my hair
To breathe you in and never let you go again,
Yet my mind scorns you
Reminding me of how you’ve hurt me
Reminding me of how you took my heart
And threw it back, shattered in my face.
Every time you pass me by
I have to fight myself from leaping into your embrace
Or slamming your face into the locker next to me
And after you move out of sight,
I feel dizzy and exhausted
Than how I was before
You mess with my head and with my heart
I Hate It.
You never leave my mind
And I never know what to say
Flirting with me, kissing me
Then ignoring me the next day
And my mind hates you for it
But my heart still longs for you.