Sometimes when I look at you, I ask God if you are all I can do, and my eyes watered…

shaking my head I whispered to myself no you are so not all I can do…

yes, I can do better, no I don’t have to beg for attention…

I shouldn’t be feeling like for you I am nothing, ’cause you just a human yourself.

No you are so not all I can do, I rather go single or put myself widowed…you can go on shaking that irony.

Loving you? yeah that was all I did but you don’t dare make me feel like you above me, ’cause I won’t follow…

I have known pains, sorrows, you just not going to be one, I am not going to do that to myself, make a man be my problem….

No you are not all I can do, so now I am full of indifference but I won’t go with the ignorance…

oh please your talk comes cheap….

So like a fool you are, stand and watch me go…

It is just enough, it is not that you are eternal…

I shivered out of anger and pain but mostly of satisfaction…

I jumped the tracks I can’t get back but I’m safe this time…

Misery loves company you can take it,’cause no more tears I’ll cry for you..