Love is Lonely

I am not that happy :(

I am not that happy :(
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I have been patient for so long. Wondering where the right path is…

I feel,I cried, I struggled but still I pretend to be strong…

I even feel like the time flew away ’cause I don’t have no choice myself…

Would I be able to pretend any longer? The desire of breaking the chains is more intense than ever…

Wanna be free like the wind, light like the lead…

Wanna go in my own direction…

Pardon me protectors, I want to burn my own fire…

Pardon judgements, your opinions won’t get pass trough my walls…

I try but I can’t seem to get myself out of my own shadow…

Sometimes I just feel like I am so not ready to confront…

I got so many things in my soul I want to pull out…

I don’t want to fight with who I am no more…

From now on I am choosing my own destiny…

I wanna feel fresh like the rose of Sharon in the morning light…

May the world get ready for me…

May my soul get the forgiveness it deserves…

There’s nowhere left to fall when you reach the bottom…

I WANT TO BE REBORN… It might be as Myself

maybe now I will have, will find hope within my life, my fight…

:( I am not that happy