Does anyone understand the pain I have?

People tell me so many things I don’t understand

Does anyone understand what I’ve been through?

I’ve been through fear and pain

I’ve been through losing and ranting

I’ve been through so much drama and so many other things

I don’t know if anyone understands my life anymore

One person used to understand it but I don’t know if she still does

One person understands what it’s like to be broken hearted

But I don’t know if anyone understands my pain of being in the middle of fights

I never wanted to be on both but now I have to

Does anyone know what it’s like to go…Insane?

Sometimes I can’t stand it at all

Does anyone understand that an old me might have died?

And a depressing one might have replaced it?

Does anyone understand what it’s like to have been replaced

Does anyone understand what it’s like to lose a sister?

Everyone explains in these difficult ways but I never understand

Does anyone know what it’s like to not think straight?

Does anyone know what it’s like to not smile or laugh anymore?

Does anyone know what it’s like to cry all the time thinking you lost everyone?

Does anyone know what it’s like to have lost everyone you ever loved?

Does anyone understand my pain at all

My old friends….I don’t know who they are anymore

They’re all…New…And some are evil some I don’t know what they’ve become

All I want is to have the old times back

Does anyone understand this at all?!