Love is Lonely

So confused

So confused
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I have a wonderful boyfriend.
He asked me out on April Fools;
He laughs at all my jokes.
Recently we said “I love you.”
For the first time, ever!

There is another guy though
I can’t hide away these feelings
I can’t decide if it’s just a crush
That will fade away with time
Sometimes, I just want so bad, to make him mine.

What do I do???