Contagious insanity has found its way to my mind..
Mindless thoughts run through my head..
Is that even possible? It has to be, for it is happening.
I can’t tell reality from dream..
I don’t understand or trust my own feelings anymore.
WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY MIND?
Can anyone answer this? please?
Is what I’m feeling right now, what I’m writing about, a lie?
More devastating catastrophes keep occurring, burying themselves in my thoughts.
Never to leave, never to return me to normal.
Who are you to decide what and how I feel?
Why do you make this happen to me?
Who are you?!
I can’t tell, so help me?
Help me find my would-be self again..
For it has disappeared, and I cannot find it.
No matter where I look, it hides from me.
So much confusion, in this world of delusion.