I have these times when I miss you
when it seems my world is falling through
and I have these times when I hate you
when it seems nothing you say is true
tell me, are there any promises you made me that you haven’t broken yet?
even so, my feelings are unchecked.
why can’t I hate you when it would fix it all?
why do I feel like I have to crawl
crawl on my knees to see you again
when it wasn’t even me, and then
you did it all wrong and every time i’d forgive you
im sorry to say but boy its through!