I have been lonely

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I’ve been lonely for a long time
And I can’t remember when
I ever had a feeling
That lasted till no end
I’ve had a miserable life
With memories that haunt me
I’ve been the one in all the jokes and pranks
I’ve been in and out of groups
Trying to find myself
But everywhere I turn
There’s always someone there to point me out
Im the one everybody laughs at
The girl that looks like a guy
But no one really knows me for me
Walking side by side
I think you actually see
What’s behind my smile
But I guess it’s just my fantasy
‘Cause when you look at me
I can’t help but feel
That something’s gonna go wrong
And when you walk past me
To go to her
I just wanna crouch down and cry
I can’t help but feel this way
And I can’t get you out of my mind
I know we’ll never be
And who I am you’ll never find
You say your too good for me
So you just walk away
I wanna stop you
But there’s nothing I can say
You’re not the first
And you’re not the last
To humiliate me in the open
And walk away just as fast
My heart may be deceived
But my brain is still here
It says to face my fears
And be with people that actually care
And that you’ll never be there

One thought on “I have been lonely”

  1. That was a very Deep and heartfelt poem Sally!! I really enjoyed it:) Hopefully none of that stuff is actually happening to you, because you seem like a lovely girl! And if it is, well people can just be straight out rude sometimes!! Just keep your chin up and take care=)

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