Love is Lonely

It has been two long months,
Each day harder than the last,
To see you locked away,
And forbidden the ability to be,
Every chance wiped away by the fear,
The fear of anything wrong,
The fear of allowing myself to be happy,
With out pain,
But when the time comes,
My fear and doubt will be gone,
And forever my life will be fulfilled,
By the thought of if only.