is all I feel any more,
my whole body intensely sore,
I toss and turn in my sleep,
trying to clean cuts so deep,
every dream I walk to the cliff and leap.
Ravages my very being,
nothing left worth seeing,
the emptiness still thrashes at my soul,
for her my heart once burned like coal,
now my tears overflow any bowl.
Is all I am,
waiting to be slaughtered like the lamb,
around my neck is the noose,
checked twice so not to be loose,
and end life that is so maleficent,
to be with her who is so magnificent.