Love is Lonely

Torn

Torn
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I used to think being alone was the worst thing,
but honestly its having some one and still feeling alone.

Ive given my heart away
hoping we would marry someday
but now things seem so dull and grey

i love her with all my heart
but she loves me with all of her imagination
confused, her heart cant decide
if its better to just hide

she thinks but she does not know
but when she smiles its an amazing glow
she speaks with a graceful flow
but the gap between us seems to grow

she causes me pain
and drives me insane
but she also makes me smile
im completely in denial

im torn in two
at times i say I’m through
yet i can not let her go
for what i would do i do not know

it hurts
it feel good
it goes up
it crashes down
its on
its off

i fear the pain of losing her
more than the pain caused already sustained

im lost in my own mind
my two halves grind
and everything wont unwind

so one question remains
do i stay
or do i go