My Heart, Your Knife

My Heart, Your Knife
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“If I wake you from this dream would your scars be healed?  If I heal your scars would they stop bleeding? If I heal your scars what stories would you have left to tell. Would you tell a story of darkness? Or a story of happiness? You trusted me and I let you down! Over and over I lied to you about my stories, about my life! Over and over again you trusted me and in return I stabbed your heart.”

It was my heart, your knife, my pain, my scars. You say that you are sorry but I always knew that was never true! I trusted you! I trusted you with my life! And in return you stab my heart! After the damage is done you say that you’re sorry but I know that’s a lie! You ask for forgiveness as if its easy to forgive. If I tell you that’s it’s all over would you beg on your knees until I forgive? Or until you have nothing left to give? Would you offer your life? Would you offer your soul? Even though I am very mad at what you did I can never take your soul and claim it as my own. I will never did what you did! I will never leave you in the darkness to die! And I will never stab your heart!! And I will never trust you again!!

“It was your heart, my knife, your pain, your scars. I am sorry for what I did can you ever forgive me? I know what I did was wrong, but what I did was so long ago. Will you hold a grudge until I’m gone?!? Will you?!? Will you hold a grudge until all of my tears have been shed? Or until all of your blood has been drained from your body? Why won’t you accept my apology? Why won’t you listen to what I am saying? I regret everything that I did!! Don’t you hear the sadness in my voice? You say you are the only one that is living in pain!! That is where you are wrong!! Day and night I have to live with grief!! Everyday I have to live with mistake that I made!! I am sorry for what I did! I am sorry for everything that caused you pain! I am sorry for ever stabbing your heart!!

It was my heart, your knife, my pain, my scars. I will never forgive for what you have done to me! You left me in the darkness alone!! You left me there to die!! My heart is black as night now, that is because of you!! You left here so my fate could change. But now my fate is sealed hidden from all!! The dark ashes are falling over me, burying so I can’t be found. Many years I have spent living in darkness! Many years I have spent here living in sorrow! You’re the reason why my heart is now black! Your the reason why I am always in darkness!! And you’re the reason why I am all alone!!

“it was your heart, my knife, your pain, your scars. I am the one who put you in the shadows to suffer!! I am the one who trapped your heart and placed in front of sorrow’s eyes. I am the one who caused you all this pain. You trusted me and in return I tricked you. As a reward I am given a crown of thorns and your soul. I dance around so happy to finally receive what I always wanted, but deep down inside I though about you….I thought about the pain that I have caused you….”

It was my heart, your knife, my pain, my scars!! You dance around ‘oh so proudly when you should be the one living in constant sorrow and constant darkness!! You should be the one trapped in here with all of these scars, you should be the one being drowned in the sound of screaming! Swallowed in the darkness an evil entity takes control of me, making me do things that I can’t control. ..It was my heart, your knife, my pain, my scars that brought you down to your knees. AS you fall the only thing that lingers was a soft whisper that escaped from your dying lips.

“Didn’t I apologize?”





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