When I couldn’t be there for him

When I couldn’t tell him everything

When he walked away

I stood there grieving his absence

Absence I prayed to never return

I wanted to tell him everything that I could

I wanted to know he’s always here

Wanted his love to be my music

Wanted his touch to wipe away my guilt…

My sorrow

My pain

My doubt

My distrust

All the things I couldn’t leave behind

Without him

It hurts

To know he walked away