I have a fascination

As morbid as it seems

With causing myself pain

And hearing my own screams

Feeling so unneeded

So lost in my own pain

That I can’t tell your waiting

Obstacles all are slain

I can’t see you there

Because you treat me right

And it’s so unusual

In my dark a spot of light!

But now I think I’ll listen

Now I think I’ll see

I think I’m going to watch you

And see who you’ll be!