There is so much pain in my heart
There is so much pain in my soul
My body is aching and my mind is breaking
Is there no end in this pain that I am given every day
Will I ever be able to be happy on the inside
Will my heart ever be able to give so much love as it used to
Will my mind ever have the same concepts as it had before all of this
Will I ever be able to forget about you
The day we had to part
I knew I would never be the same again
I knew that the happiness and my smile I would show to others
would only be a facade just to hide the pain inside of me
The day we left each other was not only the day I said goodbye to my love
But it was the day I said goodbye to my love, my soul, my happiness and my joy
I said goodbye to my hopes and my dreams
I have changed so much, not because I wanted to but because I feel I have no purpose and no happiness in my life
How can I explain to those around me that I can never be who I used to be
There is so much pain inside of me
There is so much pain in my heart and soul
My body is aching and my mind is breaking
What should I do if I can’t be with you
If I have no choice what should I do
I can’t be who I was meant to be
I can’t be who I want to be
And now
Just because I am not with you
I can’t live my life