I Used to Love Her (His perspective)

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Wish there was something I could do

Wish she would understand why I broke her heart

I needed time away from the relationship

I wasn’t being good to her and she knew it too

But she refused to leave me

I loved her so much but I had been so unfair to her

I didn’t want to lose her but the stress of my life was making me suffer mentally and physically

I didn’t know how to handle everything

I had to let her go!

I had contemplated how to do this

I was broke with making this happen

She loved me and I loved her but it had to be

Time passed without her

I still had to see her at school everyday

Whenever I saw her beauty, her brilliant smile, her soft skin, her luscious lips, and her shiny curled brunette hair…

It killed me inside every day

I remember the time when we first dated

I remember those endless nights and days when I wasn’t with her

I would think about her, dream about her, wither in sorrow till I could see and hold her again

I couldn’t believe how in love someone could be!

She was my everything but

Slowly time went by

She had changed

She became something I thought she would never be

She wouldn’t leave me alone

I knew I was still crazy for her but I didn’t want to hurt her for still loving me and wanting to talk to me

I was hurt for not being able to be with her but it was all the drama she caused me

My friend knew she hurt me with all this drama and her friends

They all wanted me to pay for what I caused her

I felt like I had no way out but to become something I swore I wasn’t going to ever be

After all this time, drama, and arguments

We kept trying to work it out

She needed it to work

But it just wasn’t so

She gave up on me finally

And I still wonder if she loves me as I love her

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