I thought I was ready

I thought I could do this

And make it through with a smile

It is too late now that I realized I am not ready for this

and I was never ready for this responsibility

I can not handle this

It is too much to endure

O’ God please help me

I say every day

I have no energy

I have no time

I have no strength

I want to escape

I just want to be ‘me’

I want to make my life

And make my dreams a reality