Inside I have this feeling
I know it is wrong to feel this way but
It is just so difficult to deny this feeling
It is so difficult to ignore this feeling
I can feel it and it is so real
I want to go and I want to do what I feel to do
Even though it is so wrong
I can feel it
It is so close to me
It is so real
And I want some relief from this feeling I have inside of me
All I want is some relief from this pain I carry inside my soul
I know what I want to do is wrong
And I try to ignore the feeling I have inside my heart
But it seems to be an easy way out
Out of my misery
Out of my souls deepest pain