Inside I have this feeling

I know it is wrong to feel this way but

It is just so difficult to deny this feeling

It is so difficult to ignore this feeling

I can feel it and it is so real

I want to go and I want to do what I feel to do

Even though it is so wrong

I can feel it

It is so close to me

It is so real

And I want some relief  from this feeling I have inside of me

All I want is some relief from this pain I carry inside my soul

I know what I want to do is wrong

And I try to ignore the feeling I have inside my heart

But it seems to be an easy way out

Out of my misery

Out of my souls deepest pain