Angel of Hope

I walk towards school and the sun every weekday
to look down to only see a shadow with angel wings ahead
it amazed me
to realize that death had followed me
the next day I did the same
realized that this angel of death and darkness
had giant BLACK wings
it saw me and flew into the sunlight
disappeared with such a sight
years later now Im in high school
this angel of death was now gray
thats when I realize that this angel of darkness
had stayed in my shadows to this very day
not death or darkness but maybe my hopes
we the one who was really gray

- Jackie Hergh

Would you mind

Would you mind if I shut the door...
in your face
called you names
and told you to shut the hell up
would you mind if I shut myself away
so I can never love
so I can never feel
like I do now
numb all over
Cold
and heartless wouldn't you say?
Well im Nameless
see we go hand in hand

- Jackie Hergh

Alone

Alone in the city
Alone in the world
And Alone in her mind
With no one around
She screams soundlessly
~Nameless

- Jackie Hergh

They hate me

My Shadow wants to eat me
My Heart wants to burst
My liver wants to leave me
My eyes Pray that I die
My lungs want to Suffocate me
Everything I am Hates me
whats wrong with that
My Name Lost itself in my insanity
Im so Nameless I forget
All this Hating
Im losing this civil war
Im losing in this Little life of mine
I pray that it will just Die

- Jackie Hergh

Empathy

mass murders
idiots morons all the same
just dumb and stupid its all to blame
grew up without any empathy
going to live life without sympathy
hard to try and make them understand
that everyone in life is just the same
want to ride life to the top
even if I have to rob shops
No such thing as empathy there
his or her life went nowhere

- Jackie Hergh

Life is deceiving

You take one quick look and you think you know me
but you dont
you take a quick look at my page
and you judge me
idiot
young
depress
and you get that right
Why?
because its my words thats written on there
but if you were to look at my pictures
you think
shy
innocent
and smart
Looks are deceiving
life is ending and your pain is just beginning
of the ending

- Jackie Hergh