You did

You did this to me
But that view is one you don't see
You are blind to what has become
With each hit, you feel more numb

I take it on for both of us
With this cold I loose trust
You have done to me whats been done to you
It is all your fault, you caused this shade of blue

I will hate you, I promise that
That is the pain we end at
My thoughts of you will end
My heart will begin to mend

I thought I knew you
I thought you were true
But now I know they were right
This is a battle I shouldn't fight

I see myself down the road
Far away from this pain and cold
I live in sunshine and happiness
Its there I find forgiveness

Go on to those you wanted more
There will come a time when you hit the floor
But I won't be there
I won't care

It is you who is alone
You have no place to call home
I took my heart back
Because of everything you seem to lack.

- Maren

Dear Mom

Hey mom its me.."your little gurl"
The one whom you've abandoned in this world
Ever since i was little i've learned to live without you
You've always let me down so now i always doubt you.
I cried for your attention, till i was blue in the face
but you and him drowned me in all of your disgrace
You never showed me compassion, you never showed me love
but now it came to bite you when push came shove.
Don't act like your the boss, you were never really there
Don't act like you know, when I know that you dont care.
Im just a stick of dynamite with a very very short fuse.
Im no longer your scapegoat,the one whom you abuse
Its all your fault you add fuel to the fire
Im done with your shit now im down to the wire!
but now im done cause it hurts to remember
p.s. oh! and when you get this......
dont respond back to sender!!!!
Sincerely,
Your no longer daughter!
- Brittany Tinkham

Little Trust

Being best friends from the very start,
But now we are continually drifting apart,
Finding things out from everyone else,
When it was always me you used to tell.

The one in which I'd always confide,
But now you can't seem to make up your mind,
To tell me now or to tell me not?
The little trust that I've now got.

Each truth you told me was repayed,
We shared our secrets, back in the day,
But now it's just a guessing game,
It's pissing me off, I'm full off shame.

But why should I feel the fault is mine,
When I kept your secrets every time,
If you can't trust me, that is fine,
Don't tell me your secrets, I won't tell you mine.

- Sara