I wish u knew

I wish u knew
All the feelings I feel for u
When Im sad, You make me happy
When Im mad, You make me calm
When Im scared, You make me feel safe
When I cry, You make me smile
On a rainy day, Your my sunshine !
Your the one I think of every night
And I am NOT giving up on us
WITH OUT a FIGHT !!!!!

for u scott

- Caroline Logan

All Alone

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
why u did this to me,
why u wanted to die.
I can't understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think u felt so terrible,
and couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
it was just so wrong,
u didn't have to leave me,
as though u don't belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there's always something missing,
for u I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that u didn't say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don't understand,
why u felt things were that bad,
that u just gave up everything,
u ever knew or had.
I'm sorry I didn't know,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
now I'm here all alone,
u left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
how could u die,
when I needed u so much,
in return, u left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why u took your life away,
I'll never make it without u,
it will never be ok..............

- Kathryn Chandler

Wrong Love

I gave u my heart
U took it and tore it apart
I loved u
And u knew
Now because of u
I cry more tears
And have more fears
I thought I was strong
But it appears I was wrong
I have no doubt
Its u I cant live without
Now I dont have u
Thats something true
U made me happy before
But not anymore
So I wont lie
I am going to DIE

- Caroline Logan

Pain no more

I hate the way i feel everyday,

I hate to say i aint goin to stay,

I'm slowly goin to fade,

I cant take no more of this pain,

It's all too much nothin to gain,

i plan my escape,

then i will feel free and alive,

with no more tears to cry

- David

Broken Heart

When ur eyes met mine,
my heart began to shine.
When u smiled at me,
I knew it was destined for us to be.
When u gave me ur heart full of luv,
I threw my arms around u and gave u a hug.
When u told me we would be together,
I believed u and didn't want to leave u ever.
One day something happened,
u broke my heart and smacked it.
U shattered my poor heart,
u lied to me just to look smart.
When u did that,
I saw u like a rat.
Months later u want me back,
too bad honey, trash I throw, I dont take back.
I loved u,
well, I still do.
But u hurt me
and I dont want us to ever be.
When I see you I wanna die
cuz I remember how I used to cry.
I luv u,
but I know that ur luv isn't true.

- Andrea Rosas

Its you

Pure blood runs through these veins,
Yet it never feels the same.
Replayed memories in my head,
Happiness pain joy and dread.
All those days we spent together,
You said we'd last forever.
I followed my heart,
I thought it was true.
I guess i wasnt ment for you.
I want to cry all the time,
But i suck it up and say im fine
I've only learnt one thing from this,
..Its you i'll always miss

- Caroline Logan

Tears of Sadness

feeling sad
left out
not known why
now tears start
to fill my eyes with sadness
why did i deserve this pain
after spilling my feeling to you
i wait for your call
and your text
still nothing
i just fall asleep
feeling sad
hoping happiness
would come
after i wake up
but still no sign of you
longing
to hear your voice
to rescue me from this
tears of sadness
pain that you cause
waiting and waiting
as tears start
to roll down my face
i lie here
tears falling down endlessly
as sadness takes over once again
so i cry myself to sleep
hoping to feel better
when i wake.........

- Patrick Madison

Farewell Love

Farewell my greatest love

After the long wolf cry of the loneliest night
comes a new morning with the bluest sky
watching the sun blooms to a new light
In a place we used to hide

Reminiscing our happiest and saddest moments
In my thoughts and in my heart will always be kept
A love full of struggle and promises
Finally reached a new beginning

Eight long years seem like yesterday
a love thats never given a chance to last forever
torn in a world that I could never be
for I am yours wherever you may be

Yes, I did what you asked of me my love
to live like a wind, in a life full of adventures
I told of your story in a thousand ways
shared our memories in countless days

you were my life and my greatest love
a once in a lifetime journey finally found its end
where the greatest mystery becomes clearer to me today
in chapter of our past must no longer be held

to start a life and to love
with someone the way you loved me
a promise not to make her cry
to live each day filled with happiness
a gentle and selfish heart
deserves a meaningful life
for I will love her the way you hold me
farewell my love, my greatest love

- Herofil Olarte

Miss You

I miss you till we meet again

I'll never forget the day
the day you left me behind to stay
that night we met meant so much to me
never thought I'd fall but now I see
how much I loved you
but never had a clue
as to how much I'd be missin you
never wanted to say good-bye
all I could do was cry
when we hugged that night
never wanted to let you out of my sight
now i guess its too late
to show you how i really feel
maybe someday, someway we'll meet again
but until then
I miss you

- Taylor

Unrequited Love

I gaze at you from afar
Wishing i was her
the pretty girl you cherish
its more than i can bear

You said you loved me once
but that was all an lie
you left me here alone
now all i can do is cry

You picked me up and used me
as i was love sick fool
then you went back to your lover
the prettiest girl in school

now youve forgotten about me
but i cant let you go
boy you belong with me
i just cannot take no

so im lying her in my bedroom
taking my last few gasps
Thinking of my soulmate
and the love that didnt last

- Lilly Jones

Betrayed

Stuck deep inside my own thoughts,
Questions tieing my mind in knots,
Feeling alone and feeling afraid,
But most of all, feeling betrayed.

The guy that always used to be there,
The only one i felt that truly cared,
Stabs my back and tells me lies,
And leaves me here alone to cry.

Then he comes home and tries to make up,
But deep down inside I am still hurt,
Using precious time he cannot see,
Not realising this crushes me.

- Sara

Wondering

Sitting here wondering why i care so much,
and why i wanna cry...
why i wanna call you but im scared to even try,
wondering why i wanna talk to you when i know you said we're through
wondering why you said you loved me when i really dont think you do
wondering how you can do this to me when u said we would never be apart
wondering why u did this to me when i gave you my heart...
i love you no matter what u think about me or how u feel...
this is how i feel so let's be read...

- Ashley Blankenship

My Heart

With all my heart

I can still remember the days
I've been hurt so many times
A hopeless world of broken promises
So much suffering and the pain still remains
Knowing I like you and I've taken the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
For I know you feel the same, you've been hurt too

Why trust and love seem fading in our world?
Does good deed now seek an audience?
Like charity waits for its final recognition
Need some time for awhile before it heals
Even though the scars will remind me of you
I've gambled everything, my hope
My life in the palm of your powerful words

You've given me wings and took me high
Like an angel lifting a human soul to heaven
Afraid, yes I am but trusted you with all my heart
Suddenly in our journey you let go for no reason
Letting me fall in bottomless pit of unknown abyss
If only you took me where you are
I am sure I could love you with all my heart

Now I am crawling in the valley of death
Without no one to hold neither to cry on
All I got is my dying dreams and a token of hope
I drink with my tears to just quench my thirst
Oh, shameless agony of a begging heart
Take me to the light, so I may find my way
Let the sky dim for it's burning me, so I may rest
And may the rain pour from careless heaven
So I may wash away the dust of my shivering soul
And hide away my worthless tears of my misery

Someday, somehow things will fall into its places
I bear that in mind for you are being treasured
Where the maker would take me to my final destiny
I would proudly say, I've loved and saved one soul, just one
A life who dares to make a difference in my journey
In a world built for those who understand
The worth of a meaningful living
No matter how unbelievable or crazy I am to those
Who ever understand the fulfillment and joy it brings
For I will still love and to trust someone
Whatever that might be and even it will take away
The last breath of my dying lost soul

- Herofil Olarte