End of love

I walked before he could walk from me,
I tried not to love, for fear he was pretending,
I tried not to care, while he moved on from girl to girl,
Tried not to fear the tear of my heart, while he flirted.

Well now my hearts broken,
And I'm left with the tears I cry,
I'm left alone, guess it was all my fault.
I shouldn't have let you go,
and should have let you know..

That I'd do anything for you,
I'd set the world on fire, if you asked me too,
I'd spend a whole day, just dreaming of your face,
And I'd waste paper, just scribbling your name.

I know I messed up big this time around,
And I know, that you really don't care about me, anymore,
I know you love flirting and one night stands,
but just hear me out baby, try to understand.
I miss you, I love you, I want you back,
Baby can't you see all that?

Can't you see that I've changed, from better to worse,
that I've gone down a road, I haven't been before,
And that I'm scared, cause I don't know what to do,
get drunk get high, cut the pain away,
its all I can do, anymore.. Baby I'm so scared..
I lost the only thing I cared about.

So when you hear this, know I did care,
that I was just so scared,
Im sorry for all I did wrong, Im sorry for all I didn't love,
Im sorry for all I didn't notice, your sweetness..
Baby I miss you every day, and every night..
I miss being able to talk to you, all the time,
but I miss how distant we've become.

So forgive me, for singing this song,
cause baby, I knew all along,
this love story, would come to an end,
The end just came sooner than I ever expected.

So with these last words, I end this song,
I end this wonderful love..
Now begins the heartbreak and sadness, lonely nights.
The End of everything, I ever wanted or had.
It's the end now.

- Misty-Day Elizabeth

Your with her

And for awhile, I was convinced,
that you loved me, no body else.
Now I'm hurting, and cry,
while your with her, tonight.

Oh, the tears keep falling, they never stop,
and your with her after the moon comes up,
and as I cry, holding my pillow tight,
I know your with her, tonight.

So I sing this song, on my broken guitar,
as I cry, and plead, baby come back to me,
I know you won't be back, to say sorry,
I know you won't be mine again,
because you never cared, didn't love me.

Our precious love story, has come to an end,
You found someone else, to replace me in your heart,
while mine is broken and cracked,
while bleeds to our love song,
gone so wrong.

Oh baby, I'm not gonna beg, I'm not gonna plead,
cause I know you don't love me anymore,
So tonight while you hold her,
I will be lonely, in the moonlight,
singing a song, while my heart slowly dies.

- Misty-Day Elizabeth

They hate me

My Shadow wants to eat me
My Heart wants to burst
My liver wants to leave me
My eyes Pray that I die
My lungs want to Suffocate me
Everything I am Hates me
whats wrong with that
My Name Lost itself in my insanity
Im so Nameless I forget
All this Hating
Im losing this civil war
Im losing in this Little life of mine
I pray that it will just Die

- Jackie Hergh

Three Mothers

That day, two people died.
No she was alone in the car.
(Thank God for that, some said)
But a tiny life vaporized
Far, far away.
Sniffles, tears, mourns, sighs,
Man in the hall
Baby in the bedroom.
The maid rocks and strokes,
The baby knows better.
“Oh, she’s dead! The love of my life!
Twenty years I have loved her! Twenty!”

A week later, she moved in.
Prettier than the first, the baby thought.
Reds, pinks, oranges flutter about
A touch of lipstick, a dab of rouge
We have a party to attend, after all,
(There’s always a party)
And you’re not invited!
Wails go unheeded
Feminine tantrums pampered.
Diapers everywhere
What’s the maid for, after all?
All alone at night?
You know I’m scared of the dark.
What happened to the occasional cuddles?
The tickles, the giggles, the tucking in?
A separate room?
Privacy?
(What’s that?)
Whims are adored,
Milk bottles ignored
(It was only an inch away)
The maid’s here overtime
At least she smiles
I thought he liked me…
I could be wrong.
He seems happier
But I miss the first smiles,
The first park totters
The first family videos-the laughs, the love
I want to be a part,
The toys are cute,
They’re still not you.

Arguments erupt,
Fights pick up,
He screams, she screams,
There’s banging and clanging.
There’s more fluttering-scarves, skirts, photo-frames,
A swish of black, a begging follower
The door slams
Cries, screams, pleadings
(No! No! Don’t go!)

He bursts in
(It’s nice to see him again)
It’s all because of you!
You won’t stop crying, wailing.
Why don’t you shut up?
See what you’ve done!
Now another’s gone.
Guilty hugs, fake apologies ensue,
Reminiscences of old.
(Where were you all this time?)

The maid was early
(The baby glad)
But she stood perplexed in the hall
Don’t leave me, too!
She blushes and tugs at her plait
Man smiles
(Relieved)
She trots into my room
And my six month old hazels
Beheld my third mother.

- Suchaita Tenneti

My Life

I don't know what to do with my life
Do I settle down, become a good wife
Or do I follow my many dreams
As I listen to my family's screams
It's not an easy decision to make
And I could end up making a huge mistake
I don't want to disappoint anybody
Though, in the end I might disappoint everybody
I thought I had my future planned out
But now there are few things I'm sure about
I'm no longer sure what tomorrow will bring
Maybe new friends, a job, or a ring
My life has become one big blur
This is not the life I would prefer
I want to go back to when life was black or white
Back to when the right answer was bright
Back to the time when I knew what to do
And which of my friends I knew would stay true
I'm running out of time to make my decision
I hope my future is everything I envision
It's time for me to take a break
This is what Im thinking about as I lie awake
I do not know where I belong
I don't know if I can handle being wrong
I want to follow my heart wherever it may lead
Cause I know deep down it will let me succeed

- Breanne Cope

All Alone

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
why you did this to me,
why you wanted to die.
I can't understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think you felt so terrible,
and couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
it was just so wrong,
you didn't have to leave me,
as though you don't belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there's always something missing,
for you I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that you didn't say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don't understand,
why you felt things were that bad,
that you just gave up everything,
you ever knew or had.
Im sorry I didn't know,
Im sorry I wasn't there,
now I'm here all alone,
you left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
how could you die,
when I needed you so much,
in return, you left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why you took your life away,
I will never make it without you,
it will never be ok..............

- Kathryn Chandler

Wrong Love

I gave you my heart
You took it and tore it apart
I loved you
And you knew
Now because of you
I cry more tears
And have more fears
I thought I was strong
But it appears I was wrong
I have no doubt
Its you I cant live without
Now I dont have you
Thats something true
You made me happy before
But not anymore
So I wont lie
I am going to DIE

- Caroline Logan

Friends boyfriend

One day I fell in love w/ the wrong guy
I couldnt tell him cuz I was too shy
telling him could hurt me and many more
my heart was broken and very sore
even though what I felt I cherished
I had to make it all perish
I couldnt get him outta my head
even when I went to bed
I did something really stupid the next day
I went to his house and didnt think I threw our friendship away
you hated me for many seasons
and I gotta say you had all the reasons
even now I try to apologize
2 years have gone by
our friendship was thrown away all because of some guy

- Micki D

Life No Regret

To love another
you must first love yourself...
but how do you love yourself
when you are a stranger in your own eyes...
your greatest fear is yourself...
waiting on a hero that will never come...
is it worth going on...
but if you look deep enough
you will see the truth...
that the hero lies in you...
life is not how hard it hits you down
it is whether you get back up again...
you can't always get what you want...
and you can't appreciate life until you've been burned...
stay in the race because you will only look back
and regret what might have been...BUT...
never regret anything that made you SMILE...

- Shy

Dying Flower

The flower that once stood tall and strong,
Is dying now, but what went wrong?
A lack of love was in the air,
The fact of knowing no one cares,
Day by day a petal drops,
Lying on mud like heavy thoughts,
Like blood stops pumping through one's veins,
The withering plant no longer gains,
The vital things to survive alone,
But in the wind loneliness is blown,
Brown dead leaves are hanging low,
The flower will no longer grow,
Instead it droops into the ground,
Where in death the only joy is found.

- Sara