Sorry mum

I sat alone today
I started thinking of you,
How you were always honest
& how I was never true.

Shame soon came over me
I felt so bad & hurt inside,
I was heartless and worthless
I can still hear your cries.

I can’t apologize enough
For the way I used to be,
I was addicted to the Devil
Mum I promise I'm really sorry...

- K C

All Alone

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
why u did this to me,
why u wanted to die.
I can't understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think u felt so terrible,
and couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
it was just so wrong,
u didn't have to leave me,
as though u don't belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there's always something missing,
for u I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that u didn't say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don't understand,
why u felt things were that bad,
that u just gave up everything,
u ever knew or had.
I'm sorry I didn't know,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
now I'm here all alone,
u left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
how could u die,
when I needed u so much,
in return, u left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why u took your life away,
I'll never make it without u,
it will never be ok..............

- Kathryn Chandler

Last Chance

Deeper each day and more above
As days went by and I remembered
For ever and ever your love is so tender
But I guess the day just had to come
The day you and I would be done
I don't understand why this is
But it was your choice for this
See you ended it and not me
I guess that is why I don't see
And now you want your separate way
I've been dreading all along for this day
I feel like maybe you have found another one
Somebody else that can say they have won
If this is true then let it be
But let you know he will never be me
This is you because forever is way too long
But I don't think one month sums up the song
And for you it did it wrapped it up
I guess true love does not come in a cup
So have fun with what you do
And know that your "one" got away from you
The fun we had will never be loss
In good and bad times and through a cross
So go have fun live your life and forget
And please never say you regret
Because here is your last chance your final shot
But your "forever" already came last month
I'm sorry for putting you through this pain
It was not intentional and hard to sustain
Just know that I will always love you
Will you please love me too?

- Emanuel Sifuentes

Sadist

You called me your wife
and said I'm your life
The first day you called me
made me feel so happy

You kissed me on the first meeting
thinking its not wrong
Everyday you called me without fail
and I thought you were after me like a tail

When we met again
you tried to do things that were not right
Sooner or later,
you stopped your love

I thought of a reason,
and I realised after you touched me
all you could do was drifting away

Im starting to hate you
Im sorry but its true
You told me plenty of lies
and did those pathetic tries

Your killing me deep inside
with hundreds and thousands
of stabbing knives!

And now your gonna regret,
because your in trouble
come begging me Baby
try your best and dont be a pest
FOR ALL I CARE!

Im goin on a new path
for my new love
and I swear,
I will never find a sadist like you!

- SugarPRINCESS Nisha