All gone

Nothing matters
It’s all gone
I’m empty and she doesn’t care
It doesn’t matter
How I feel or what I say
She’s far away
And wouldn’t stay
No matter what I say
It wouldn’t matter anyway
I used to wait for the day
Just to hear her say
I miss you
Guess I was the biggest fool
Didn’t want to think you were cruel
I’m lonely now and broken
Left without even one token
Of love or caring
It all died on my birthday
How could I be so daring?
Thought you would understand
Why I was so upset
Instead you got mad at me
And hung up on me
It’s been a week
You wouldn’t even talk to me
How could you do that to me?
Nothing matters at all
I used to stand so tall
Now I wish for the stars
To cover up all these scars
Far away and small
Wonder if your thinking about me at all
Again I’m a fool for thinking
Guess I should be drinking
If only that were the way to get rid of my sadness
And bring me some gladness
Like I used to have
When I was with you
It was long ago
Why can’t I just let it go?
Like you have
You don’t feel me anymore
You’ve stopped keeping score
It’s all gone, as are you
Now I’m left with nothing to do
But brew
Over what once was
Just because
I’m an idiot and cared
And that is why I dared
To say what I said on my birthday
But I shouldn’t have shared
Because now I feel scared
And lost
And lonely
And hurt
And angry
And stupid
To think there ever was a cupid
For the two of us
Why did I make such a fuss?
It’s all over
I should just roll over
Because nothing matters anymore
You think I’m a bore
You think I’m a chore
And probably a whore
I can’t erase my mistakes
I believed you had forgiven me
I believed you loved me
And even when that part of it ended
I believed that at least there was something that mended
And that we had a friendship
You said you still adored me
You said that your heart still tightened
And that you would become frightened
When I was in trouble
And caught in some bubble
I believed you would help me
Get out of the rubble
Of this life that I live
In Binghamton while you are in Texas
Instead of staying close to me
You chose to make distance
I felt it but ignored it
I thought it was what you needed
I thought I would give it to you
Because you were my friend
And I loved you
I didn’t mind letting you go
I just didn’t want to lose you for good
Yet I did.
How could I know that you would
Let me go?
You let go fast
You forgot our past
Yes we had a past
A good past, a bad past
A past nonetheless
I understand you though
You don’t want to remember it
You’d rather forget what we had
It is easier that way
I understand that
Who would want to remember the hurt?
So you let me go fast and furious
Anytime I tried to talk about our past
You ran away fast
And I was left last
And I acted rash
It made me so sad though
That I was so slow
To recognize what you did
Long ago
And what others could see
But I never wanted it to be like that
And so I sat, and got fat
Denying what you could see
Which was what could again never be.
You saw the truth in front of us
Coming at us like a bus
About to hit
Difference between you and me was,
You got out of the way
And I chose to stay
In the way
Of a tragedy
Which was my soul shattered
You had sense enough to scatter
While I was like, "what's the matter"?
What a fool I was
Thinking that you still loved me like you once did
When instead you saw me as a kid
A fool and youngster
Naïve to the core
I have always been so unsure
This is not your problem though
And you made that clear
When you forgot all that I held dear

- Vanessa Maria R Torres

End of love

I walked before he could walk from me,
I tried not to love, for fear he was pretending,
I tried not to care, while he moved on from girl to girl,
Tried not to fear the tear of my heart, while he flirted.

Well now my hearts broken,
And I'm left with the tears I cry,
I'm left alone, guess it was all my fault.
I shouldn't have let you go,
and should have let you know..

That I'd do anything for you,
I'd set the world on fire, if you asked me too,
I'd spend a whole day, just dreaming of your face,
And I'd waste paper, just scribbling your name.

I know I messed up big this time around,
And I know, that you really don't care about me, anymore,
I know you love flirting and one night stands,
but just hear me out baby, try to understand.
I miss you, I love you, I want you back,
Baby can't you see all that?

Can't you see that I've changed, from better to worse,
that I've gone down a road, I haven't been before,
And that I'm scared, cause I don't know what to do,
get drunk get high, cut the pain away,
its all I can do, anymore.. Baby I'm so scared..
I lost the only thing I cared about.

So when you hear this, know I did care,
that I was just so scared,
Im sorry for all I did wrong, Im sorry for all I didn't love,
Im sorry for all I didn't notice, your sweetness..
Baby I miss you every day, and every night..
I miss being able to talk to you, all the time,
but I miss how distant we've become.

So forgive me, for singing this song,
cause baby, I knew all along,
this love story, would come to an end,
The end just came sooner than I ever expected.

So with these last words, I end this song,
I end this wonderful love..
Now begins the heartbreak and sadness, lonely nights.
The End of everything, I ever wanted or had.
It's the end now.

- Misty-Day Elizabeth

The One

You're the One

You’re the one I wanted to trust
You’re the one I wanted to see
You’re the one I wanted to kiss
You’re the one I really missed

You’re the one who made me smile
You’re the one who made me laugh
You’re the one who made me happy
You’re the one who would think this sappy

You’re the one that kept me hoping
You’re the one that kept me dreaming
You’re the one that kept me going
You’re the one that left me unknowing

You’re the one who could keep me warm
You’re the one who could keep me safe
You’re the one who could always be there
You’re the one who I thought would care

You’re the one I always thought the best of
You’re the one I always wanted to be with
You’re the one I always was disappointed by
You’re the one I knew would make me cry

You’re the one that was my hardest goodbye
You’re the one that I knew it had to end
You’re the one that would hurt the most
You’re the one that I had held so close

- Breanne Cope

Be Free

I wish you were there
Just to show that you care
But you already have someone
And I am left with none

Just to be with you once more
Is something my heart longs for
I can't get you out of my head
Go haunt somebody else instead

I am so very confused
My heart has become bruised
I want you to be here
And take away all my fear

I wish I could see the future
And maybe get some closure
I miss you more than ever before
I want to be the one you adore

Why cant things just work out
You're the one I don't want to be without
If it is not supposed to be
Then get outta my head and let me be free

- Breanne Cope

Its you

Pure blood runs through these veins,
Yet it never feels the same.
Replayed memories in my head,
Happiness hurt joy and dread.
All those days we spent together,
You said we'd last forever.
I followed my heart,
I thought it was true.
I guess I wasnt ment for you.
I want to cry all the time,
But I suck it up and say Im fine
I've only learnt one thing from this,
..Its you I will always miss

- Caroline Logan

Just You

I wish you knew how much I loved you,
I wish you knew how you made me feel.
You're always on my mind,
Im thinking about you all of the time.

I love your wonderful smile,
I love your beautiful eyes,
But I hate that we don't talk no more
And the way you act like I'm not alive.

I can't get over you,
I miss all the times we had together,
All the memories that we shared,
Forever in my heart you will be there.

Someday I hope you'll love me,
Like I love you now.
I hope that someday comes soon,
Cause I'm lost without you around!

~Meghan~

Miss You

I miss you till we meet again

I will never forget the day
the day you left me behind to stay
that night we met meant so much to me
never thought I'd fall but now I see
how much I loved you
but never had a clue
as to how much I'd be missin you
never wanted to say goodbye
all I could do was cry
when we hugged that night
never wanted to let you out of my sight
now i guess its too late
to show you how i really feel
maybe someday, someway we'll meet again
but until then
I miss you

- Taylor

Miss Dad

I would call out "Daddy"
when was angry, scared or sad.

When I thought Jennifer was hogging you,
you would stay with me like glue.

You'd talk to me, tell me don't be scared,
I could always tell you cared.

When my friends were mad at me you'd stay throughout the night,
you would be there for me and hold me tight.

You were someone I loved that I could call,
you would help me when I would fall.

You'd kiss my boo boo and make it better,
when I went to camp you'd write me a letter.

You would write how much you loved me
and said that with you I wish I could be.

While I was reading I would grin
as I would wish the same back to him.

We would play games for hours on end,
whenever I had a broken heart you would mend.

In restaurants while waiting to go,
we would play tic-tac-toe to get three in a row.

I wish that you would walk through the door,
because I miss you more and more.

I know that you are in a better place,
but I am selfish in this case.

I wish that I could have you back in my arms,
to see your special smile and charms.

I miss your smile, your care, your love.
You remind me of a precious dove.

I love you with all my heart,
but you've known that from the start.

I know the world will still go on,
even though my loved one's gone.

- Lauren R