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Love Lasting,
I guess you could call it a thing,
4 yrs it carried,
And now it's all trying to be buried,
My first real love,
Got lost above,
And threw everything away,
There was nothing more to say,
After so many times he broke my heart,
It was like a shooting dart,
So many times,
So many crimes,
To much to handle,
So now here I am starting brand new,
Always wondering how I really got threw,
Now it's hard to trust,
Even though I know I must,
But after the past,
How long will the truth last,
I always get hurt,
I always feel like I'm just dirt,
Are there people out there that are true,
I truly wish I knew,
I want to be happy,
And not sappy,
I want someone to be true to me,
Please help me see,
Make me believe there's good not only bad,
Because bad is all I ever had,
I always go for those bad boys,
That are like little toys,
That just play and play,
And there's nothing you can say,
There's nothing you can do,
Or they'll just forget all about you and be like who?
Like they never knew,
I just want to live my life,
And stop being stabbed with a knife,
Right where my heart is.
I just need to free my mind,
And really look what I need to find,
Im sick of being sad,
And that's what I feel like that all I have ever had,
Now I want to start brand new,
And find my one true Boo.

- Kristen A Szymanski

First Love

I can't get you out of my head
Its weighing my body down like lead
I think about you twenty-four/seven
You used to make me feel like I was in heaven
My heart feels like its breaking
I cant stop it from aching
Why can't I move on from you
We have already said adieu
I didn't want to give you my heart
It began to happen from the start
You were my first and so far only love
In the end you pushed me away with a shove
You've hurt me too much to go back to you
Yet I cant stop thinking of all we've been through
I remember us laying out under the stars
Jumping away from each other when we heard the cars
When you held me in your arms you kept me warm
I was protected from everything, even a storm
You made me laugh, you made me smile
My time with you was completely worthwhile
I have tried so hard to forget and move on
I hate knowing from my life you are gone
I trusted you with everything I had
Because, boy, you made me so glad
I don't think I'll ever forget you
We were great together, us two.

- Breanne Cope

Sorry mum

I sat alone today
I started thinking of you,
How you were always honest
& how I was never true.

Shame soon came over me
I felt so bad & hurt inside,
I was heartless and worthless
I can still hear your cries.

I can’t apologize enough
For the way I used to be,
I was addicted to the Devil
Mum I promise I'm really sorry...

- K C

All Alone

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
why u did this to me,
why u wanted to die.
I can't understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think u felt so terrible,
and couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
it was just so wrong,
u didn't have to leave me,
as though u don't belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there's always something missing,
for u I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that u didn't say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don't understand,
why u felt things were that bad,
that u just gave up everything,
u ever knew or had.
I'm sorry I didn't know,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
now I'm here all alone,
u left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
how could u die,
when I needed u so much,
in return, u left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why u took your life away,
I'll never make it without u,
it will never be ok..............

- Kathryn Chandler

Boys

Boys, destroy our dreams in teams,
Boys, make alot of noise,
Boys, tear our hearts apart,
Boys, cause fear when they are near
Boys, cause hurt, and are as bad as dirt
Boys, cause pain just for their own gain
Boys, play games with us which cause permanent stains
Boys, gave me all these scars, which I hide in jars,

I can never predict what a boy will do or when,
And yet I still love them.

- Caroline Logan

Stay

These past weeks have been confusing
I hope it is not you that I am losing
Sometimes I get scared and have some fears
These fears quite often lead to tears
The fights, the words can hurt so much
When all I want is to feel your touch
Not the touch of your physical part
But more the touch of emotional heart
Sometimes it seems like we both doubt
But you're the one I cannot live without
Some things we say don't sound the same
Like saying good bye to just a name
We look at each other and it is love that we see
But look deeper and see what I'm trying to be
I'm trying to be the person you never had
To put a smile on your face even when you're sad
I want to be there for you through thick and thin
Especially when stress causes your head to spin
I want to be that person that you go to
And make you feel better by saying I love you
Because love is not just a word to me
It means much more than words of three
It is more a feeling that I cannot explain
It's a feeling at times that I cannot sustain
But love is different when I'm with you
It feels immense and feels so true
Please don't worry it will be just fine
Give me your hand and put your heart to mine
We have something that most people don't know
And because of that our love will grow
So baby please trust that you are the best
Very unique and far different from the rest
Do not take this poem in a negative way
All I want is for you to stay
Our love is complete, and so strong
There is no way we will go wrong
Let's make a one from the number two
Stare in each others eyes and say I LOVE YOU!!!

- Emanuel Sifuentes

Lost You

How can I take back the pain
Nothing is quite the same
I'm hurt without you now
To forget you ....... someone show me how
I didn't know what to do
And now I am here with-out you
You are now with her
And I am here to suffer
How can I make myself understand I lost you
When all I can feel is love for you.

- Julie Ann Martinez

Friends boyfriend

one day i fell in love w/ the wrong guy
i couldnt tell him cuz i was too shy
telling him could hurt me and many more
my heart was broken and very sore
even though what i felt i cherished
i had to make it all perish
i couldnt get him outta my head
even when i went to bed
i did something really stupid the next day
i went to his house and didnt think i threw our friendship away
you hated me for many seasons
and i gotta say you had all the reasons
even now i try to apologize
2 years have gone by
our friendship was thrown away all because of some guy

- micki d

Broken Heart

When ur eyes met mine,
my heart began to shine.
When u smiled at me,
I knew it was destined for us to be.
When u gave me ur heart full of luv,
I threw my arms around u and gave u a hug.
When u told me we would be together,
I believed u and didn't want to leave u ever.
One day something happened,
u broke my heart and smacked it.
U shattered my poor heart,
u lied to me just to look smart.
When u did that,
I saw u like a rat.
Months later u want me back,
too bad honey, trash I throw, I dont take back.
I loved u,
well, I still do.
But u hurt me
and I dont want us to ever be.
When I see you I wanna die
cuz I remember how I used to cry.
I luv u,
but I know that ur luv isn't true.

- Andrea Rosas

Lauren and Maud

We were friends for a week or two
and I trusted you
but then you found out my true love
and you spread it way high above
so now I can't bear to look at you
stepping all over me, pulling my hair,
gossiping about me, rumors flew through the air.
so now I regret befriending you witches
call me whatever you want, but I'll call you bitches
get away from me
and you will see
that I can always conquer you
and put you to shame
you just babble while I'm seeking fame
quit the hell bullying me
and ruining my self esteem
before you get hurt
as much as me.

- Hollimer Saffron

Betrayed

Stuck deep inside my own thoughts,
Questions tieing my mind in knots,
Feeling alone and feeling afraid,
But most of all, feeling betrayed.

The guy that always used to be there,
The only one i felt that truly cared,
Stabs my back and tells me lies,
And leaves me here alone to cry.

Then he comes home and tries to make up,
But deep down inside I am still hurt,
Using precious time he cannot see,
Not realising this crushes me.

- Sara

My Heart

With all my heart

I can still remember the days
I've been hurt so many times
A hopeless world of broken promises
So much suffering and the pain still remains
Knowing I like you and I've taken the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
For I know you feel the same, you've been hurt too

Why trust and love seem fading in our world?
Does good deed now seek an audience?
Like charity waits for its final recognition
Need some time for awhile before it heals
Even though the scars will remind me of you
I've gambled everything, my hope
My life in the palm of your powerful words

You've given me wings and took me high
Like an angel lifting a human soul to heaven
Afraid, yes I am but trusted you with all my heart
Suddenly in our journey you let go for no reason
Letting me fall in bottomless pit of unknown abyss
If only you took me where you are
I am sure I could love you with all my heart

Now I am crawling in the valley of death
Without no one to hold neither to cry on
All I got is my dying dreams and a token of hope
I drink with my tears to just quench my thirst
Oh, shameless agony of a begging heart
Take me to the light, so I may find my way
Let the sky dim for it's burning me, so I may rest
And may the rain pour from careless heaven
So I may wash away the dust of my shivering soul
And hide away my worthless tears of my misery

Someday, somehow things will fall into its places
I bear that in mind for you are being treasured
Where the maker would take me to my final destiny
I would proudly say, I've loved and saved one soul, just one
A life who dares to make a difference in my journey
In a world built for those who understand
The worth of a meaningful living
No matter how unbelievable or crazy I am to those
Who ever understand the fulfillment and joy it brings
For I will still love and to trust someone
Whatever that might be and even it will take away
The last breath of my dying lost soul

- Herofil Olarte

Life Pain

Dark deep thoughts in which i fear,
Often wishing i could disappear,
Problems I cannot bear to solve,
Wishing i was no longer involved.

I wish i could fly so far away,
From painful dilemmas I face each day,
Or curl up tightly on the floor,
To cry out all the pain, once more.

Life hardly ever seems to be fair,
And you hurt end up hurting those who care,
I often think that life would be,
A hell of a lot better without me.

- Sara