My Life

I don't know what to do with my life
Do I settle down, become a good wife
Or do I follow my many dreams
As I listen to my family's screams
It's not an easy decision to make
And I could end up making a huge mistake
I don't want to disappoint anybody
Though, in the end I might disappoint everybody
I thought I had my future planned out
But now there are few things I am sure about
I am no longer sure what tomorrow will bring
Maybe new friends, a job, or a ring
My life has become one big blur
This is not the life I would prefer
I want to go back to when life was black or white
Back to when the right answer was bright
Back to the time when I knew what to do
And which of my friends I knew would stay true
I am running out of time to make my decision
I hope my future is everything I envision
It's time for me to take a break
This is what I think about as I lie awake
I do not know where I belong
I don't know if I can handle being wrong
I want to follow my heart wherever it may lead
Cause I know deep down it will let me succeed

- Breanne Cope

Someday

I imagine the future
It is just a thought
When will I see you again?
Or is there just sadness brought

I just think of stuff
That could of happened or never had
Just thinking about all this stuff
Makes me feel really sad

I thought someday you'd actually like me
But gosh was I so dumb
I always thought every day
When will that someday come?

I've waited and waited
Each and everyday
But everytime I looked at you
You just looked away

Everytime I tried to talk to you
You would just ignore
I thought we were good friends
So what did you do that for?

But then I realized since you found out
I really loved you so
You seemed like you hated it
And you wished you didnt know

I felt so stupid right then
And I felt very num
For right then I realized
That someday would never come

- Mystery Mandy

Friends boyfriend

one day i fell in love w/ the wrong guy
i couldnt tell him cuz i was too shy
telling him could hurt me and many more
my heart was broken and very sore
even though what i felt i cherished
i had to make it all perish
i couldnt get him outta my head
even when i went to bed
i did something really stupid the next day
i went to his house and didnt think i threw our friendship away
you hated me for many seasons
and i gotta say you had all the reasons
even now i try to apologize
2 years have gone by
our friendship was thrown away all because of some guy

- micki d

Lauren and Maud

We were friends for a week or two
and I trusted you
but then you found out my true love
and you spread it way high above
so now I can't bear to look at you
stepping all over me, pulling my hair,
gossiping about me, rumors flew through the air.
so now I regret befriending you witches
call me whatever you want, but I'll call you bitches
get away from me
and you will see
that I can always conquer you
and put you to shame
you just babble while I'm seeking fame
quit the hell bullying me
and ruining my self esteem
before you get hurt
as much as me.

- Hollimer Saffron

Little Trust

Being best friends from the very start,
But now we are continually drifting apart,
Finding things out from everyone else,
When it was always me you used to tell.

The one in which I'd always confide,
But now you can't seem to make up your mind,
To tell me now or to tell me not?
The little trust that I've now got.

Each truth you told me was repayed,
We shared our secrets, back in the day,
But now it's just a guessing game,
It's pissing me off, I'm full off shame.

But why should I feel the fault is mine,
When I kept your secrets every time,
If you can't trust me, that is fine,
Don't tell me your secrets, I won't tell you mine.

- Sara