All Alone

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
why you did this to me,
why you wanted to die.
I can't understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think you felt so terrible,
and couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
it was just so wrong,
you didn't have to leave me,
as though you don't belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there's always something missing,
for you I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that you didn't say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don't understand,
why you felt things were that bad,
that you just gave up everything,
you ever knew or had.
Im sorry I didn't know,
Im sorry I wasn't there,
now I'm here all alone,
you left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
how could you die,
when I needed you so much,
in return, you left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why you took your life away,
I will never make it without you,
it will never be ok..............

- Kathryn Chandler

Life Pain

Dark deep thoughts in which I fear
Often wishing I could disappear,
Problems I cannot bear to solve,
Wishing I was no longer involved.

I wish I could fly so far away,
From painful dilemmas I face each day,
Or curl up tightly on the floor,
To cry out all the hurt, once more.

Life hardly ever seems to be fair,
And you hurt end up hurting those who care,
I often think that life would be,
A hell of a lot better without me.

- Sara