All Alone

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
why u did this to me,
why u wanted to die.
I can't understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think u felt so terrible,
and couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
it was just so wrong,
u didn't have to leave me,
as though u don't belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there's always something missing,
for u I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that u didn't say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don't understand,
why u felt things were that bad,
that u just gave up everything,
u ever knew or had.
I'm sorry I didn't know,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
now I'm here all alone,
u left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
how could u die,
when I needed u so much,
in return, u left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why u took your life away,
I'll never make it without u,
it will never be ok..............

- Kathryn Chandler

Wait for Love

Love is such a strong word but I cant help but think about it
everytime I see you I just want to shout it
Im just here waiting for your call
save me from walking this empty hall
Because thats how I feel when your not with me
I feel empty as you can see
And now Im here waiting for you
just to tell you I love you

- Michael Szwed

Unforgotten Memories

As I sit here all alone.
Trying to reminisce days that passed.
Joyful memories engraved in our hearts.
Pain and sadness that crossed our path.
Somehow it seems like a fantasy.
Fairy tales from a child's memory.
That all ends happily ever after.
Dreams I encounter whenever I am asleep...
All seem like real to me.
But sometimes feel as empty as me.
When morning comes I must wake.
Then my dreams would slowly fade.
Dreams of you and me together
How I would love to sleep forever.
To hold on to my precious dreams.
And never let it slip through my hand
But as I try to wake dreams slowly fade.
Even as it slowly fades.
I know in my heart it would stay.
Just as the autumn leaves would lie on the ground.
And as it slowly returns when spring arrives.
Love forgotten in the passing of time.
Pain and sadness scarred by time.
A dagger pierced straight at my heart.
Longing for someone to pull it apart.
Then you came and gave me a chance.
A chance to mend a broken heart.
Memories would stay right here with me.
And let it be part of the sky.
An endless sky with no boundaries.
Filled by my unforgotten memories.

- ronald florence abas

Why

I dont know why i am who i am
I dont know why i dont give a damn
I dont know why i hate to be alone
I dont know why i hate my own home
I dont know why i always have to lie
I dont know why i always wanna cry
I dont know why my patience runs on empty
I dont know why but bitch dont tempt me!
I dont know why i think im so ugly.
I dont know why i love to be funny.
I dont know why my friends are my life
I dont know why i stay up all night
I dont know why i like to stand out
I dont know why when i talk i seem to shout
I dont know why i laugh my problems away
I dont know why bad memories seem to stay
I dont know why i fucking hate my dad
I dont know why i love making him mad
I dont know why i cant stand my mother
I dont know why i have an autistic brother (not in a bad way)
I dont know why i end up wit bogus guyz
I dont know why my dreams could reach the sky
I dont know why i listen to rock bands
I dont know why id rather sit than stand
I dont know why id trade a skirt for some jeans
I dont know why im always so mean
I dont know why i gave this poem a try
I dont know why im always asking why!!!
- Brittany Tinkham