Why
I dont know why i am who i am
I dont know why i dont give a damn
I dont know why i hate to be alone
I dont know why i hate my own home
I dont know why i always have to lie
I dont know why i always wanna cry
I dont know why my patience runs on empty
I dont know why but bitch dont tempt me!
I dont know why i think im so ugly.
I dont know why i love to be funny.
I dont know why my friends are my life
I dont know why i stay up all night
I dont know why i like to stand out
I dont know why when i talk i seem to shout
I dont know why i laugh my problems away
I dont know why bad memories seem to stay
I dont know why i fucking hate my dad
I dont know why i love making him mad
I dont know why i cant stand my mother
I dont know why i have an autistic brother (not in a bad way)
I dont know why i end up wit bogus guyz
I dont know why my dreams could reach the sky
I dont know why i listen to rock bands
I dont know why id rather sit than stand
I dont know why id trade a skirt for some jeans
I dont know why im always so mean
I dont know why i gave this poem a try
I dont know why im always asking why!!!
- Brittany Tinkham
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4 Comments:
I'm autistic too; it's much better than being narcissistic
Min Min,
u commented that u were autistic..and i want to clarify that i did not write that as a bad thing, i simply wrote the truth. and if you called me narcissistic..i dont really appreciate that..because when i write my poems i dont try to get attention..i just write what i feel and i post them on here so other people like me can understand that there not the only ones in certain situations. so thats all i wanted to say.
Hi Brittany:
Sorry, you got me wrong. You are definitely not a narcissist. Thanks for the
reminding. Misunderstanding is not good; communication is key. I didn't get you wrong. Autism is good in my eyes. A talented girl like you may also have some autistic traits. We don't harm others and we just need acceptance.
its okey, now i know that u did not mean it in the way i thought u did. i apologize for jumping to conclusions,its just when i think people r saying im disrespecting people with autisim i take it as a sign of disrespect judging that my brother is autistic. but im very happy we are now on the same page.! :) thanx for clarifying that. it means a lot
Brittany Tinkham
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