Wondering

Sitting here wondering why i care so much,
and why i wanna cry...
why i wanna call you but im scared to even try,
wondering why i wanna talk to you when i know you said we're through
wondering why you said you loved me when i really dont think you do
wondering how you can do this to me when you said we would never be apart
wondering why you did this to me when i gave you my heart...
i love you no matter what you think about me or how you feel...
this is how i feel so let's be read...

- Ashley Blankenship