I look happy on the outside,
Because the inside is what i’m trying to hide.
A bullet has pierced my heart,
now my whole world is falling apart.
This time I thought I had it,
but now it’s hurting me quite a bit.
I close my eyes clench my fists,
wondering if to cut my wrists.
A dark cloud sits over my head,
o how I wish I was dead.
I sit here with a big frown,
wondering what I did wrong.
I did everything I should,
to me things were going good.
I was so nervous to ask,
it seemed like a huge task.
When I asked I lost the air in my lungs,
but then she said o I was too young.
I thought she was joking,
but then I felt my heart-broken.

Love is not that hard to feel;
seeking is a challenge hill.
But once it’s known and shown;
your love is not alone

As I wander the lonely streets
that were once an animate space.
I stop and wonder, think about when I met her in this place.
Our parting words on that fair day were soft, sweet and slow.
The future never concerned me before, but then I had to know.
The families who lived here, they don’t anymore.
The children who played, had grown up years before.
The music that played, now just a tune in my head.
The bright warm sun has years ago left.
I think about that magical day and how it changed me life.
I remeber it so clearly, because the woman is now my wife.

The strings you can’t see
I wear them, I feel them.
Tightening. Tighter.

The self inflicted wounds.
You can’t see.
Cut. Cut. Cut.
The cuts you could never see.
The pain that will never heal.

The laughter is gone.
The world I know upside down.
The strings.. The strings…
I feel them, yet you don’t see.
Tighter. Tighter. Tighter.

I am forever this puppet.
Doing as said.
No matter how much free will I have.
I am forever this puppet.

Darkness reigns, and all supreme force,
with the obsidian sand to the west,
and the crippling bear-storms to the east,
the will o’ the wisp Guardians of The Cave to the south,
and the Mass of power only known as, The Brink resigns,
but to this very day, a Lone empty looking figure roams,
with black, soul-less eyes.
Checking all is miserable, it’s life a battle for pain and suicide.
It shall die, only to be awoken, when The Golden one is gone.
With it’s forces, the NameLess figure takes over all.
Only years later it falls, the pain has won,
I seek escape from my own mind as I lie on the cold stone of the morgue,
at last, I am free from Depression.

When I start to think about you I feel happy,
Tears of joyness roll down my cheek,
I always hoped for you to be by my side,
So that we can play and enjoy ourselves,
Even though the distance between us is very long,
We are always bond together by our hearts,
When I see you through my eyes,
My heart starts to beat faster,
I don’t know the reason for this change,
But I am overjoyed by this feeling,
When the first time I met you,
You was just a simple and friendly boy,
But when the moment you said the three words,
I was totally blank without knowing what to say,
The pain in my heart starts to ease,
When you just told that three nice words,
And it was a nice feeling being with you,
As before this I went through a lot of pain,
My life seemed to change since I’m not being overcontrolled,
I get to enjoy myself,
For me life is short,
And as time flies, we should enjoy our life for the better,
You have given me a new life,
A life which is worth living,
A life that should be shared with you,
I hope that you are always there for me,
Even though you and I are far away and seldom meet each other,
But let it always be you and me FOREVER……..

Life isn’t suppose to be upside down,
It should go in a smooth way,
Mixed with problems and happiness,
Life should be shared with a person,
That we truly LOVE………
Sometimes when we search for the person,
They won’t be there,
But when we turn back and see,
They are actually there but we didn’t notice them,
The person is our special LOVE……
Many people are living in this world,
They may come and go in our life,
There will be one person that we’ll truly love,
The person that cannot be erased in our heart,
That is when we see our true LOVE……..

I never thought this could be,
Love happening to me.
Over past years,
Vain gives me tears!
Every girl I speak,
You are the one that my heart seeks,
On the day I first met you,
Unchanging Love is what I feel in you..!!

My heart was stolen
And was returned broken
Because of so much love
I set you free like a dove
And because of the love I fail
My heart was put in jail
I promised not to love again
Since the day my heart was broken

When the sky starts to rain
It only reminds me of my pain
And when I saw a lightning
I forgot the love that I was fighting
And when a strong wind comes by
I remember how the way you lie
The way you deny me makes me unhappy
But I know after the rain
there’s a rainbow that will give me hope for tomorrow
And save me from my sorrow