Agony
is all I feel any more,
my whole body intensely sore,
I toss and turn in my sleep,
trying to clean cuts so deep,
every dream I walk to the cliff and leap.

Anguish
Ravages my very being,
nothing left worth seeing,
the emptiness still thrashes at my soul,
for her my heart once burned like coal,
now my tears overflow any bowl.

Abhorrent
Is all I am,
waiting to be slaughtered like the lamb,
around my neck is the noose,
checked twice so not to be loose,
and end life that is so maleficent,
to be with her who is so magnificent.

The darkness surrounds me,
almost comforting me,
as I sit and get used to the emptiness that swells inside,
I begin to realize how alone I am.

the darkness is my only friend,
always there always embracing me.
I fight it but it only make me want it more,
the more I wish I could see the blacker it gets.
no thought any more fits,
the insanity of the night creeps,
and from my chest my blackness seeps.
I walk hoping this is just a tunnel,
that the further I walk itll be a funnel,
eventually leading me to the light.

I fall to my knees and pull my hair,
the endless night is not fair.
all my seams begin to tear,
and my dreams begin to blow away.

the tears build in my eyes,
a drop falls to the ground,
and flickers a bit of light.
I look up to see a sliver of hope rising,

the immaculate blue light drenches my face like water,
and the moon rises to the sky.
the brightness seems to good to be true,
the hope once lost begins to reform,
my mind an emotional storm,
begins to ease,
I begin to stand and feel the breeze,

I spread my arms wide and embrace the light,
I than realize i have not lost my sight.

The moon my savior,
Leads me to a new life,
away from all the strife,
She is the reason for my smile.

The moon my hope and reason,
My life and my path.

A life time spent searching,
Searching for something of myth,
The missing pieces to my heart.
On the edge of the world ready to let go,
I found what I had been missing.

My heart whole once more,
The emptiness filled,
and my love for her swelled.

My dream has to come true,
everything I wanted she is.
I am like the moon and her the sun,
with out her I would not shine,
with out her I would would be dark.

like no one else has she has changed my life.
she has made me believe in love once more,
given me life like never before,
id give her anything,
just to be her everything.

there isn’t a girl in the world who can compare,
the only girl at which I cant help but stare,
she is my one and only.

Will you forgive me my love
For I intend to break your heart
You don’t deserve such cruelty
But my heart I must follow.

You are but a fine lover ever so Tender
Ever so True
You give your all
You give with no reservation

My heart mourns for you
I Will miss you so.
But I have to do what I have to do.
Go far.
So far away from you
Don’t ask me why
‘Cos I won’t tell
Somethings are better left unsaid
You won’t understand if I told you now.

Do forgive me my love
I know you’ll hurt, I hurt too.
We will hurt, maybe for a while
Or even much longer
we will heal as time go by.

Try not to hate me, I do this out of love
For I have to do what I have to do.
Don’t ask me what
if I told you, you would not understand.

Breaking your heart seemed the only way
I will try to break it as gently as I can
Don’t try to look for me ‘cos you won’t find me
For I will be gone far away
so far away from you.

If you find another
Please don’t hold back
Not all will be like me
Not all will break your heart like I am doing right now.

She is a warrior of her on accord.
She goes  for the kill
She has never lost a battle
Not once!

She is skillful at being manipulative.
She does not choose her war; they  choose her. They draw her in … Curiosity… Killed d cat. They do forget this.

She wastes no time marching on her prey;
Her charm ! So irresistible – hypnotizing if I may say
You can call her the ‘dark queen’ if you wish

She steals hearts . She breaks hearts…She quenches her thirst on their pains.
Nope ! Not what you think! she ain’t a vampire.

Guess everyone has got their bad day; a Day such as this!
Our dark queen
Out to war she went
with certainty of bringing home the spoil…

What became of our charming queen
No one can tell
Maybe be by tomorrow
She’ll come back home.

Lost and lonely
Wandered far away from the happy place
No place of solace
Non to comfort me on such a dark day as this

You are the reason for my misery
The reason I shed these many tears
My eyes are weary
No one to dry these tears

Flow! Flow!
Till there is no more to shed
Maybe it is the only cure I need to wash away this hurtful memories that hunt me night and day.

Slowly, down the hill
Beneath, deeper still
Can’t stop now
not when the wheels won’t slow down.

Drenched in the rain
Can’t stop the pain
Chest locks tight
This still dark night

Lonely and burned
I needed you to pull me out
Save me from me I moaned
but, my cries were empty and far out.

You were so oblivious to my call for help
You didn’t see me drowning
You didn’t see my tears Even the moon hid in fear

If you had Pause awhile,
Looked deep within,
Let your heart
Hear my heart speak

You would have
Heard the Whisper of loved one forlorn
Longing for a touch from one held dear.

My heart is heavy
My mind is busy
My head is pounding hard
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or my not be.

I toil hard under the sun
 All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.

I found me friends
I lost me friends
I made few more
I lost a handful more
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.

I hope and I pray
I pray , I have faith
I sing and I praise
And I worship too
All because I know YOU own my tomorrow.