Sadness in those brown eyes
Brimming tears run down her cheeks
Stain another page
Clinging on another disappointment
She can’t let it go.
Feels to much like home
No one there to pull her out
No one to care
No one to love her
No one to save her
Into the blue she tossed a stone
And watched it as it sank.
Helplessly the stone descended
Without a sign of struggle.
Engulfed by the deep
The small stone quickly faded.
And was to be forgotten,
Within a matter of her time.
All day she sat
And tossed small stones.
One by one,
They sank just as the first had done.
As evening came there she still sat
On the edge of the rock, tossing stones.
So many had passed her,
Sitting on the rock,
But no one saw her plea.
Through the stones
She cried for help,
As she tossed them out to sea.
Every one, a reminder of herself,
Helpless and drowning alone.
When everyone had left,
She stood tall one last time.
No more stones were left to throw,
Only herself remained.
And she didn’t shed a tear
As she tossed herself into the blue.
Now she lies with those sunken stones,
Unable to ever be retrieved.
Why won’t you let me fall in love .
Oh heart of mine
Why don’t you trust ,
Why don’t you believe ,
That some one’s there for all of us.
Damn can’t you see,
I’m Tired of the fun and games
That sinful joy we get from lust.
They’re not just tears
It’s more like pain,
That starts within
Eyes bleed when it rains.
And my biggest fear
You’ll Hurt me , hurt me
You know I’ll never strike back
Jump, and dance to the beat
Of the music I cant hear
Stop the commotion
Show me another emotion
Cause it’s never to late
To let go of the hate
I want the long nights of talking
The topics worth remembering
Dates and anniversaries
What I’m tryna say
Damn can’t you see
Oh greedy me
I want it all.
Oh heart of mine
Why can’t I fall in love.
I escape from myself to hide into you
I long for the freedom behind your bars
I cry for the tears of your sweet laughter
I steal beyond your generous giving
With every forgiveness I seek guiltiness
For every pain there must be a relief
When tranquility accompanies fear
Each sunrise shall be the end of a dream
For the time being what’s present is absent
Once our love was rigid now it’s elastic
Shadows appear shallowly like passing clouds
Pain screams loudly like dogs of hound
When you don’t read
My writings find no need
When you don’t listen
My letters gain no addition
When you don’t answer
I stand a lonely dancer
A shattered puzzle of thousand pieces
A well-made project without a thesis
Our lives has become a meaningless mess
We’re breathing air as a duty no more nor less
We’re using the boards we bought today
To surf on the waves coming from yesterday
When the past overtakes the moment
There must be an unfinished content
Take my hand and drag me into nowhere
To the moment we used to find love everywhere
To hear people whispering wish we are him and her
We won’t turn the page let’s write a new book
We’d keep the old style but change the look
Shall we get ourselves free again without a hook?
This raging war must find an end with a truce
I’m surrendering and taking back my troops
Lies never were meant to last against truths
My words are my truth
My feelings are my troops
You’re presence is my sole truce. . .
I will write for you my love
I will write my heart out for you
Word so true
Straight from a bleeding heart
Blood fuelling my pen.
I will sing for you my love
I will sing my heart out for you
Straight from a beating heart
Rhythm to my song
I will die for you my love
I will die the death of no fear
For life is meaningless
For your love fuels my soul.
Be still tonight oh my soul.
This night i say!
For i know this too will pass
Even if it tarries but a while.
Be still tonight oh my soul
This night i plead!
For darkness lasts only for a while
By break of dawn I shall smile
Be still tonight oh my soul
For this night i shall rest!
Till the moon fades away
And the sun shines forth her light
I bend and twist under the weight life
Slowly reaching the breaking point of my sanity
I fall apart as my reason to live walks away
I bring my self to look as she leaves
I try to speak
But only silence dwells in my mind
I can’t bear to lose what I found
Loss is an everyday thing
The beat of my heart fades
as her silhouette disperses
She was with in reach
Yet I could not hold onto her
Crawling through the desert of despair
I cant bare the weight of life
Death circles me
Grabs at the remainder of my soul
A shimmer of hope burns over the horizon
To escape the hell of loneliness
To live the life of happiness
I begin to fight once more
I feel nothing any more
I everything all the time
I hate the people who crushed my very being
I love the people who destroyed my soul
I am hollow from the hole in my chest
Yet I have a heart which can be broken
The pain kills me from the inside
Yet it comforts me
I know I am lost
But I feel at home
What hurts the most is the lie that I believe
The lie that I wish was real
So I could truly feel again