Will you forgive me my love
For I intend to break your heart
You don’t deserve such cruelty
But my heart I must follow.

You are but a fine lover ever so Tender
Ever so True
You give your all
You give with no reservation

My heart mourns for you
I Will miss you so.
But I have to do what I have to do.
Go far.
So far away from you
Don’t ask me why
‘Cos I won’t tell
Somethings are better left unsaid
You won’t understand if I told you now.

Do forgive me my love
I know you’ll hurt, I hurt too.
We will hurt, maybe for a while
Or even much longer
we will heal as time go by.

Try not to hate me, I do this out of love
For I have to do what I have to do.
Don’t ask me what
if I told you, you would not understand.

Breaking your heart seemed the only way
I will try to break it as gently as I can
Don’t try to look for me ‘cos you won’t find me
For I will be gone far away
so far away from you.

If you find another
Please don’t hold back
Not all will be like me
Not all will break your heart like I am doing right now.

She is a warrior of her on accord.
She goes  for the kill
She has never lost a battle
Not once!

She is skillful at being manipulative.
She does not choose her war; they  choose her. They draw her in … Curiosity… Killed d cat. They do forget this.

She wastes no time marching on her prey;
Her charm ! So irresistible – hypnotizing if I may say
You can call her the ‘dark queen’ if you wish

She steals hearts . She breaks hearts…She quenches her thirst on their pains.
Nope ! Not what you think! she ain’t a vampire.

Guess everyone has got their bad day; a Day such as this!
Our dark queen
Out to war she went
with certainty of bringing home the spoil…

What became of our charming queen
No one can tell
Maybe be by tomorrow
She’ll come back home.

Lost and lonely
Wandered far away from the happy place
No place of solace
Non to comfort me on such a dark day as this

You are the reason for my misery
The reason I shed these many tears
My eyes are weary
No one to dry these tears

Flow! Flow!
Till there is no more to shed
Maybe it is the only cure I need to wash away this hurtful memories that hunt me night and day.

Slowly, down the hill
Beneath, deeper still
Can’t stop now
not when the wheels won’t slow down.

Drenched in the rain
Can’t stop the pain
Chest locks tight
This still dark night

Lonely and burned
I needed you to pull me out
Save me from me I moaned
but, my cries were empty and far out.

You were so oblivious to my call for help
You didn’t see me drowning
You didn’t see my tears Even the moon hid in fear

If you had Pause awhile,
Looked deep within,
Let your heart
Hear my heart speak

You would have
Heard the Whisper of loved one forlorn
Longing for a touch from one held dear.

My heart is heavy
My mind is busy
My head is pounding hard
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or my not be.

I toil hard under the sun
 All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.

I found me friends
I lost me friends
I made few more
I lost a handful more
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.

I hope and I pray
I pray , I have faith
I sing and I praise
And I worship too
All because I know YOU own my tomorrow.

It is will be a distant memory – what we shared, what we loved, you and I

All will be gone as the days roll by,
all will be but faint memories.
* * *

I am happier now, I can’t complain
Life has been fair and this is true
Now and then memories of you flood my mind
It does hurt I must confess.
* * *

Here I am all alone in the park, ‘our park’
Sitting on the bench. ‘our bench’
The autumn breeze slapping gently on my skin,
blowing the dry brown leaves that were once so green, here and there

 A reminder of how we used to be, you and me.

Here I am sitting on ‘our bench’, 
our favourite spot in the park
watching the ducks scramble to be fed by passers-by
We fed them too- You and I, 
We had fun doing so
I see the swans,
your favourite swans
floating graceful on the pond, ’our pond’
You did name one after me.
***

When the sun shines,
it reminds me of our walk through this park, ‘Our park’
Hand in hand, side by side -You and I
We Sway to the left, we sway to the right- you and I in our little world.

You were ever so sweet
Your sweet smiles make me forget all my worries
Yes! You had such effect on me
I never had thought a day like this would come
when I, would all by myself sit on this bench. ‘Our bench’.

***

Looking back I smile to myself
yes! Sweet memories
I do wonder at-times what life would have been if we were….
Maybe it is for the best
we had to part ways
you and me.

There’s only one
lady in my life
she could be the one
to be my future wife

It’s so far away
yet What i feel ~
can’t be swayed
I love her with all my zeal

She’s in my heart
even when we’re apart
This is the start
something real, a work of art

I wish my whole life away
Everything’s so dull and grey
The pain is unheard of
The emptiness of no love
The shattering of loneliness
The crashing of sadness
It all comes to an end
The day I can no longer bend
And put a gun to my head
Pull the trigger and end up on my bed
Everything’s be said
Nothing can mend
So to go my soul I will send