Her heart full of kindness, of caring, compassion.
Her smile, a pleasure, sincere and so warm.
Her laughter, like music, delightful to hear.
Her eyes, wide and luminous, reflects what’s inside.
Her voice, soft and gentle, yet somehow it’s strong,
mirrors the strength from within.
Her manner is poised, tho’ sometimes unsure
as she continues to learn who she is.
Her mind is a wonder, so sharp, so receptive,
her talents are many, some yet undiscovered.
Her emotions are varied but she strives to be happy.
When she speaks, she speaks truth,
there is no guile in her.
These are parts of her character, some things I’ve perceived.
Oft times I do wonder why others don’t see what I see.
And oft times I do wonder if this young woman knows,
herself, what I know.
Those who are special are rare, hard to find.
a true gift to this world from the heavens above.

I once had a dream,
like no dream, I’d ever seen.
baby you were there,
with the wind blowing your hair.

If dreams were special and could come true,
I’d think of no-one else but you.
but baby my dream did come true,
that very first day that I met you.

Your luscious lips, those lovely hands,
baby you’re the one in demand.
Your sexy smile, these crazy eyes.
when Im not with you, these eyes of mine cry.

I love thee, I love thee, I love thee I do,
this special dream I have of you.
and if this dream was ever to end…
it would take my heart forever to mend……

Please let me take a journey through your mind,
to find the emotions you always seem to hide.
Loving you is all I want, I won’t hurt you,
I just want to feel the emotions you go through.
it’s not that I don’t love you, let me count the ways,
I often sit and think of you through my lonely days.
You could be my all, if I need someone to lean on,
should I stumble, should I fall.
It’s just every time I climb the mountain, I always seem to fall.
Am I missing something? is it me?
I only wish you could see what I see,
I mean you no wrong, it’s just your love, your touch that I long.
is this too much?
It’s my heart you’ve seemed to touch,
I’d love for you to love me,
the kinda love you can see.
For now I guess it’ll stay hid,
this to me is my only wish.
as this is a wish, I guess it’s safe to say,
I love you tomorrow than I do today.

She stood out like a star,
of what I could see from afar.
as I drew near I could see,
there was no other girl for me.

As we stood face to face,
goose bumps appeared, my heart began to race.
The most beautiful woman I want I could see,
was standing right before me.

I had not a clue what to say,
as this woman took my breath away.
there she was blue piercing eyes, that lovely smile,
I knew hanging round was worthwhile.

Of what I could see,
she also had her eye on me.
Then the moment came, her gentle lips touched mine,
before I knew it we’d ran out of time.

As she went away, was no longer around,
I couldn’t think, not even a sound.
I knew this woman was my life,
I hoped one day she’d be my wife.
As the night grew long, nothing to eat,
not even a blink of sleep.
I found my self to be in love,
the feeling I cannot explain, it was good

At the moment I feel stressed,
I feel my life’s one big mess.
Hiding behind a front is no good,
all I want is to be loved.

All the things we’ve got to hide,
getting through each day from stride to stride.
all the early mornings, late nights, I cannot handle,
all I feel is to strangle.

The medication makes me sleepy and dosy,
I’ve stopped taking this, because without it I feel cozy.
The stress of the trial, my mum’s mate,
I don’t know what will happen, I’ll only see from fate.

Then the hurt and anger I carry inside,
I feel to curl up and die.
Finding a way to see people and get through the day,
I keep asking myself is there a way ?

Well Im sick of feeling like this,
as some people take the piss.
I hope to help myself, and for you to help me too,
so no more anger and feeling blue.

Mum just a few words to say you inspire me,
your heart of gold, I know you’d die for me.
You are a treasure in so many different ways,
I know deep down I owe you nothing but praise.
I’ve finally realised you are my rock,
No more drink, no more t.w.o.cs
as you mean more to me than 20 vodka shots.
All my life living a lie,
I’ve put you through hell over the years.
But hopefully I can make a menze and cry happy tears,
no more restless nights, no more fear.
just an all round sound of cheer.
I’ve written this poem simply to say,
I love you more tomorrow, than I do today.

My aching heart, my misery and pain,
thinking of that day, we’ll be together again.
The lonely nights, the feeling blue,
are all conjoined as a sign, I’m missing you.
The nights are long ,the days are gloomy,
my only wish is for you to be here with me.
I long for your touch, the warmth of your skin,
a presence I feel within.
The fun we’ve had, the memories we’ve made,
are deep rooted and will never fade.
a single tear I cry for you,
of the heartache and strife I’m going through.
Times stood still, my hearts bleeding,
my soul’s weeping, it’s you I’m seeking.
An ever lasting ache that will always be,
until tour back here beside me.
I miss you babe, I miss you I do,
my only dream is one of me and you.
I love you with all my heart,
once re-united, we shall never again part.

It was a cold, windy night,
all surrounded by light.
It wasn’t the best of years,
as it all ended in tears.

It was dull, wet and very grey,
nothing to do but sit and pray.
As my granddad was very ill,
then that night he just stopped still.

The feeling you cannot explain,
but you could see, he was no longer in pain.
He was warm, still and had colour,
but after an hour his colour turned to sorrow.

Then the men came and took him away,
‘Why’? is all I could say.
After the days had past,
I got to see him at last.

I can still see him now,
all dressed in a suit,
He felt as hard as marble, I wondered how?

Then the final day approached,
no more granddad, I got ill but managed to cope.
I still remember the person he was,
the laugh’s, the jokes and the love he had for us,
I’ll never forget or give up hope,
that I’ll meet him again,
until then I’ll have to cope

Forever I’ll be there,
Remember I’ll always care.
Every time I feel blue,
I’ll always think of the memories we’ve shared.
Never will I forget you as a friend,
Don’t you know it’s me and you till the end.

R.I.P. Lynn and Rodgie x

I love you babe,
I really do,
You’re on my mind 24/7,
When Im with you, I feel like Im in heaven.
You make my heart beat fast,
and I know it will last.
You’re so fine,
And you’re all mine.
I know we’ll always be 2geva,
Hopefully Forever and ever.
The way you laugh,
the way you smile.
makes my life worth while.
Dreams do come true,
as I’ve now got you.
trust me babe,
please do.
You should know, I’ll never hurt you.
I love you babe with all my heart,
and no-one will pull us apart.
we are together.
and it will be forever,
believe me girl, please do,
I will never hurt you