Love is Lonely

Velvet walls surround my sorrow

Wonders at the lack of tomorrow

A shattered memory of illumination

Tangled within it, constant information

Every inch is a confliction

But the stark reality is my addiction

Never once halt the retreat

The catalyst of your own defeat

Gaze toward the unknown

See destruction, all windblown

Find the star, the concious of your being

Take the time to remember what you’re seeing

Admit the wrong in how you think

Tie your ankles and make yourself sink

Forget the world, draw in on yourself

Put all your worries away on a shelf..

Let them build up, and burn, and seethe

Look within and embrace whats beneath

The clouds fade the sunlight

just as your heart shades my life

I can see the clouds and know they are there

I can feel the warmth that the sun still cares

I recognize beauty with my eyes

And yet, Love can not stay if i don’t try.

Like a prisoner surrounded by guilt
You seem to surround yourself by memories
All your bridges are burned to the floor
But you’re trying to rebuild them by their ashes
You’ve got to take yourself out of your miseries

You had never noticed my existence
I had never let down of my persistence
Help me help you,
The time has come to let go
I can’t leave you like this any longer
Help me help you,
Stop pretending like you’re stronger

Do you know how much it hurts me
To see you depressed
Trapped within your fears
To feel you drowning
By your precious tears
Let the silence of the day
Be broken by the whisper of the night
Let the dawn of tomorrow’s sun
Wipe away your tears by a smile

You had never noticed my existence
I had never let down of my persistence
Help me help you,
The time has come to let go
I can’t leave you like this any longer
Help me help you,
Stop pretending like you’re stronger

Don’t let sadness burn your soul
It’s harder to heal a broken soul
Forget the pain before it remembers you
Whatever happened in the past
It was never meant to last
Just like that, a passing cloud
Raining life’s lessons that you’d learned
So never regret it, but be proud

Look at me am over here
I’ve always been and always will be
Standing here by your side
I’m the one burning now
Finding it hard to break my vow
Making it harder to leave you behind
Help me help you!

Silence…

hurt…

pain…

tears…

Never expect that our love will end…

You told me to trust and love you, and I did

I will never regret it…

You always appreciate my smiling eyes and call me angelic princess

It will always be in my memory till I die….

You showed me how to love and make me feel being loved

and I will treasure it…

silence, hurt, pain, tears… are mere process of moving on…

you will always be in my heart, you will always be my knight, you will always be my Tamer…..

It was only you and I
Until it was no longer you and I
Then it was Abby & Jackie
And now its Abigail or Jackie
Lets face the facts and not beat around the bush
You want me but no longer need me
You want to use of me but do not want to care for me
You love me as a friend but I have a burning passion of hate for you
I feel so wrapped around your fingers that I need you to love me
And I was doing so FINE being friends
Before you pulled me back in to your arms
Like a helpless fish who has taken the bait and now suffers the pull of the line before suffocation and a slow painful death
I want you to want me like I need you to need me
Is that so hard to comprehend?