We live in a world where society hates.
Hates the different, the poor, the weak, and the bold.
Picking at our skin pointing out our flaws. Making all our insecurities out and about.
We look at magazines and wish to for beauty.
But very few realize that beauty is in us all.
Everyday I struggle
Everday I question
What’s wrong with me?
How can I be anyone with this weight on my shoulders.
The guilt of being a nobody.
Because society says I am.
A nobody that destroys relationships.
Throws away money
Buries us deeper until there’s no where left to go.
Why was I taught to be worthless.
Taught to be materialistic
Not love myself
Not love another
Hate this world because of
Who I am
This storm that rages on
When will it end?
When will I see the light at the end of the storm…
Many of us has fallen into a vicious cycle of greed
where we lose our humane way of living.
Even in tiny corners of life where we have to bleed
in order to cover all of the unfortunate misgivings.
We are here to love and care for all to see,
yet why do we forget like the passage of time
as if we are too worthy, too important to be free,
and dance under heaven’s tears with a chime?
Though I guess our wings are long gone
into bottomless pit of the dark sea,
where the endless sky cannot reach dawn
since we can no longer carry love through our plea.
But I hope someday new wings will sprout
and heal those broken limbs on our backs
so that one day we may learn not to doubt
but rid of this greed back to the void of black.
I’m tired of you
So damn tired of you
Sick of your head games
Sick of looking at your face
I just want you gone
I don’t care how
Get hit by a car
File the divorce papers
Blow your brains out
I don’t care as long as your gone
I used to love you
Now I can’t stand you
Your smell is nauseating
Thinking of being with you
Makes me want to vomit
I can’t wait for this all to be over
So I never have to look at you again
Everything about you irritates me
And not in a good way
Love has turned to hate
Desire has turned to repulsion
Affection has turned to despising you
Care has become apathy
I don’t wish you well
I just wish you gone
One regular day I saw you…
It’s as if time had stopped…
I can’t help but stare…
Suddenly you caught my attention…
Can’t help but think of you…
Your beauty that has captured my eyes…
Your simplicity that peeked my curiousity…
I felt the urge to know you…
I see you in my dreams…
Your sweet smile…
Those soft hands I long to hold…
The fast beat of my heart…
Like its about to explode whenever I see you…
I wanted to know you…
Coz I’m afraid I’d lose my mind…
If I can’t get close to you…
An unusual feeling…
A feeling that had been washed by the passing of time…
I don’t know what to do…
I can’t help but fall on my knees…
With the thought of you in my mind…
With the feelings I have long forgotten…